How can I forget? | BILLIE EILISH

𝐹𝒾𝒻𝓉𝑒𝑒𝓃.

Billie's Pov-

"Nooo," Jess grumbled as she nestled closer to me. I softly rubbed the top of her head, being careful so I don't lull her back to sleep. When her eyes started closing again, I lifted my hand from her head. "Why'd you stop?!" She whined.

"Because," I chuckled, "It's time to get up!" 

"Screw getting up, I wanna lay with you, baby," She said lowly. 

"I wanna lay with you too, babe, but I have some fun things planned for us today!" 

Jess lifted her head up and quickly let it flop back down. I got out of my bed, leaving her body by itself all wrapped in blankets. 

Her hair was messy and her face was smooshed into a pillow, but she was still beautiful. 

"C'mon! We don't have all dayyy," I said playfully. 

"Five. More. Minutes," I laughed and found her hand so I could pull her out of bed. She looked extremely aggravated with my actions and huffed. "I hate you,"

"I love you too," I stated, leaning towards her and placing a loving kiss on her lips. Jess grinned and shook her head. "Seeing as you don't have any clothes here, other than the t-shirt and sweats I gave you last night, just find something you like in my closet,"

"Are you sure? What if I don't wanna give it back?" She smirked.

"Don't worry about it, I'm sure I have enough to give you,"

Jess walked into my closet and picked out one of my hoodies and a pair of my pants. She looked good in my clothes, even though most of them swallowed her.

She looked good in everything...or nothing...

I threw on a green shirt and green strappy pants that matched. 

"God, you look so good," Jess stated, snaking her arms around my waist, pulling me in. 

"Oh yeah?"

"Mhm," She husked, making my heart thump loud enough for her to hear, I'm sure. Jess tilted her head down explored my body with her eyes. "I'm so lucky,"

I scoffed, "You're lucky? Think again," 

Jess locked her lips on mine, and like to never broke them apart. Jess moved quickly, pushing me up against the wall. 

Keeping her hands around my waist, she pulled herself into me. She slipped her hand under my shirt, letting her hand rub against my warm skin.

"Jess," I began, pulling back from our embrace, "We gotta go,"

"Party. Pooper." 

* * * * 

I pulled my car into a parking space and waited for Jess to join me outside of the car. 

Claudia and Finneas helped me set up a picnic on the beach. They had gone and set everything up while we got ready and drove there. 

And seeing as it was Friday morning, Jess didn't have to worry about Addy, either. I got Amanda's number from Jess's phone and told her that Jess needed to have her take Adelaide to school.

When Jess stood next to me, I took her hand and escorted her to the beach. Her face hadn't broken its smile since she woke up, and that made me feel like I had done something. Like, look at me making someone smile.

Jess gasped when she saw what they had done and quickly looked back at me. "Awww, Billie!"

"Surprise!"