shapeshift

Chapter Twenty One

**Lottie's POV**

Spencer left. Her heart was broken. I knew she was in love with Morgan. I'd known for a while, and I knew Morgan loved her. The problem was he was scared to say it, and she was too.

I walked back into the room right ad the interview was ending. The girls both looked so mad. As soon as the door closed, Maddie smacked his arm.

"What the fuck was was that?" She asks.

"Ow! What?" He asks.

"Somebody's Problem is nothing special? Are you kidding me?" She exclaims.

"I panicked! I've never been asked about my love life before" He says.

"Morgan, we were asked about your love life today!" Tae jumps in.

"What?".

"Our interviewer earlier asked if you were dating our manager. Neither of us said anything" She explains.

"Well, was Spence there?" He asks.

"Of course she was!" Maddie jumps in again. "And she was here too!". His face went white. I finally walked over.

"She isn't anymore" I say. "Morgan that was bad. You know that I love you, but you fucked up. Now, you've got Spencer Stiles broken hearted. These girls are pissed at you, and I'm not too happy myself".

"Lottie, you know I love her!" He says throwing his hands up. "I told you that after the first time we hung out!".

"Yeah, but why the hell didn't you say anything on air?" I shout.

"I didn't know how she felt! She never said anything to me, so I kept quiet myself!".

"Speak up! You know how hard it was for her to open up to you, and actually see who you are! Do you think she thinks that now?" Maddie asks.

"I just need to talk to her" He says.

"No, you don't. Not today" Tae says. "You need to let her be. He turned around against thr wall and pushed his hands up against it. I motion to the girls to leave and they follow.

**Spencer's POV**

I went back to the hotel to get a shower and get dressed for the show tonight. I sat in the shower for probably 30 minutes, bawling and thinking of Morgan. Thinking about how he didn't love me. I could hear my phone ringing and vibrating, so I knew the girls were trying to get ahold of me. They went straight to the venue after the interview. The only text I had seen was Lottie saying she would make sure the girls were good for tonight. I wasn't going to go to the show tonight.

I got out of the shower and put on some new clothes. Sweat pants and a t shirt. I was just going to stay here until the show was over and meet the girls on the bus. I grabbed my phone and read all the texts.

Maddie: Spencer, please pick up the phone. We want to make sure you're okay. Lottie said you're not coming tonight, but you have too. We need you.

Then Tae.

Tae: Spence, I know you're hurting. I'm so sorry. Maddie and I wish you were with us, but we'll see you tonight. You've gotta talk to us.

Finally, Morgan..

Morgan♡: Spence, I am so sorry. I didn't mean what I said. You know how special you are to me. What I said was a dick move. You know how important this is to me. I never meant to hurt you, I panicked. I was scared. I need to see you. Please call me. Come to the show. I need you, baby.

Morgan♡: Spencer, please call me. Pick up the phone. I need you.

Morgan♡: I can't go on without you in my corner. I need need here with me. I need to see you. I need to hold you. I want you here.

Morgan♡: Spencer. I'm coming to see you after the show.

That was the last one. I didn't respond to any one of them. I just tossed the phone to the side and turned over. I wanted to forget everything. I set an alarm on my phone and went to sleep.

**Morgan's POV**

The girls weren't talking to me. Lottie couldn't even look at me. Hell, I hated myself to be honest. Truth be told, the only reason I said what I did was because Spencer and I have never talked about what we were. I mean, she was my girl, she knew that. I was just panicked when he asked thst question. I wasn't expecting it. Now, I lost her, and I don't know what I was going to do. I didn't even want to perform. I just sat in my dressing room staring at myself in the mirror. There was a knock. Lottie walked in.

"Girls are done. You better come on" I sighed and followed her out the door. I walked up the the tech area to get my ear monitors in. The girls were taking theirs off.

"Have you talked to her?" I ask.

"Nope" Maddie answers.

"Let me know if you do?" I ask. She walked past me. Tae sighed. "You pissed too?".

"We're not mad. We're just sad that our friend is sad" She says before walking away. She turned back around. "Especially because I know you love her and I know she loves you. It's all uncalled for".

I shook my head and put in my monitors. I was not ready for this show. I wanted Spencer here, and by the sound of what everyone is saying...I might have lost her.