CHAPTER 1

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CESSIA

Maaga kong ginayak ang aking sarili upang makapasok ng maaga. I don't like making another image, nasanay na rin akong maagang nagigising kaya iwas problema na rin kina Papa.

A rife life are here. The person with face of reality and the obstacle body are generate and ready to wander and discover another new room for beginners. Although, I cannot stop thinking how to get another view for later. Hindi ko magawang makatingin sa mga taong nakakasalamuha ko, dahil sa nangyari nitong nakaraang mga araw.

A monday with rules and regulation stamps to my body. Dinala ko na ang tumbler ko upang hindi ko na kailangang maglakad pa at bumili ng tubig. I do always carrying this thing just like my father wants me to do.

"Aalis na ako, Ma" my father is an architect why he always busy and needs to do their imparted project dropped to them by their boss.

"Don't you want to drive for yourself. I'm going to borrow Mang Yuka's time today" I cannot just simply pull out my driver licence in my pocket to let those traffic enforcers to check and examine if that was me to make sure I am not making a fraud upon them. Mahirap ang ganito, gusto ko ang hinahatid. Hindi ko kamay ang pagmamaneho, dahil wala akong oras para ihasa ang aking abilidad sa ganiyang gawain.

In circumstances of means, some things are waiting or to pull out the string and get them used to finish. Naglakad ako pabalik sa silid upang kunin yung bag na naiwan ko. I'll just trust it to my mother and take the consequences.

They'll just make their schemes to pull over and get from the hole about to dig in and excavate. Inabot nito ang susi sa akin habang ang lisensiyang laging nasa case ang sunod nitong inabot. I crossed my fingers as if I'm still tedious to do some task at this morning.

Hinintay ko kung mag-rereply si Azery ngayon dahil madalas kasi itongnagpapasundo sa kanila dahil hindi magawang maihatid ng kaniyang magulang o iyong nakatalaga sa kaniya dahil may kapatid pa itong inaasikaso.

To : Azer
Nakahanda kana ba. I'm now on my way there.

I send it and waits for a minutes to see for her response and see if there will changed after the day I witnessed. I regret becoming a toxic person to them. I did not make to feel it. I was just shock then and let the exhausted me be out.

From : Azer
Hindi na salamat na lang. I'm now in the taxi Cessia.

Naliwanagan ako nang bumalangkas sa isip ko ang larawan na magkasama sila ni Caial at sinundo na ito. Posibleng iyon ang dahilan kung bakit tinaggihan nito ngayon ang pagpunta ko sa kanila.

Huminga ako ng malalim bago liningon ang mga gamit kong nakatabi sa akin. I brought it and placed it on the other seats to make me comfortable before I will go and proceed to school.

Pinaandar ko na ang makina at marahang inumpisahang ginalaw ang manibela. Those man as an escort of this house open the gate and make space for my way to get out and see the freedom this time.

Ngayon lang ako nagmaneho ng mag-isa, wala si Azery and I know she is happy. She is smiling whenever she is with that guy named Caial. I know him, not that far from being popular on the school and keep the leadership in basketball team as captain.

Azery are lucky. Ngumiti akong ng wala sa sarili ng subukang bilisan ang takbo ng sasakyan. Why do I feel like that was fatal? A lethal moments inside me seized the minutes of being freed as I touch my chest and feel if this was real or curiousness.

My first time driving with myself not minding those cars behind mine which now maintain their way in regulates to remain the peace in way. My scheme are distinct, pasensiya na pero kailangan ito ngayon ng katawan ko.

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