Dearly Affair

CHAPTER 15

CAIAL

I don't want to wake. I don't... Because I'm afraid that My Princess will be gone once I open my eyes. All along I know that she is indeed not likely as how Azery acting. I am scared that maybe one day I don't have My Princess anymore. I cannot be able to see my precious lady.

I roll my hand to her waist to hug her tight, because I don't like the thought of me being left by my own person. I feel so disgust to my self for making her tears flow away. Her vocal seems not clear and so her life were not crystalline and even got dim the way I made her feel like this.

Hinagkan ko ang bawat parteng madaanan ng mga kamay ko, mula sa likod nito. I caress and massage her tummy as I can feel she is going to stand up.

"C-caial.." why you always feel so scared whenever I'm around? Does it mean you don't even like that I'm here?

"Sandali" ang kamay nitong pilit na binabaklas ang pagkakapulupot ng mga braso ko sa kaniya ay hindi natinag.

Kapag binitawan kita, nararamdaman kong parang hindi na ulit kita makikita at mahahawakan. I want you to stay. I want you to see the world with me, Cessia.

"Where are you going?" I melodious said from her ears and even smelling it repeatedly. I will never got tired for you. I will never cut the ties only can maintain the balance.

I start to crawl my hand from her back up to the back of her head. I want you to feel how I cannot stand without your balance. I cannot hold in the pace where I can see you walking but in different path. I don't like to see you being unconscious to the things I am trying to give color for you.

"Don't go, p-please" You want me to stay while I'm against to your wants. Don't grant it, you are not a girl have a reside power to granted all the person's wants. You are a human too. And I want you to feel you are not alone. Your tears are so safe when you are crying within a reason behind.

"I w-want to stop this, Caial" try to stop it, Cessia. Try.

"I want to keep you" Bulong ko. Sa kabila nito ay nagsisimula ng kabahan ang dibdib ko.

"But I'm tired" Her lured voiced doesn't want me to feel that she is with me. While her alluding wants keeps on deluge to the way of going.

"Then watch me, cheer for me, I at least want you to see standing and keeps the position where we are while I'm in the range between the line" mas siniksik ko ang katawan ko sa kaniya dahil natatakot akong makawala siya. I can't. If that happened, I will make a way just to find you. I will used another tactic I never used before just to search for you, Princess.

"Take a rest, don't feel you're done because while I'm here remaining the laps living, I will stretch my arm and keeps protecting you" I added.

If you want my explanation I can provide that. But if you want to stay away, I am not sorry for not letting you go. I can gave you a time to heal, but not a chance for you to escape.

That's illicit desire of yours.

"You know what I'm thinking right now?" mahinhin nitong sabi habang hinayaan ang mga kamay kong nakapulupot sa kaniya.

"I know, but I don't want to speak" don't encourage me to intrigue distinct lethal moves, Cessia. You cannot go out without my permission, you cannot hold off to my hands and you cannot forgot what I am, and what you are.

"I want to die..." why you feel that you are too aloof for not feeling you are not alone. I'm could lost my strength and pass it to you.

"I want to die with you.." on the deep things like this. I wanted you to feel I can grant you your wants and also give your needs just don't give up, stand up and put the motivation you are seeing.