Dearly Affair

CHAPTER 19

CESSIA

"Mommy. I want to go to this store, I want to buy this toy" turo ni Lalia sa akin habang pinapakita ang magazine na nakuha ni Kuya mula sa kung saan.

"I'm tired baby, we will go there maybe tonight or tomorrow morning, okay?" I still can feel my pearl in a great sore. And that Caial really leave his jinx memory by making this to me.

"Tito said, if you can't, he'll can for me" She stated the way she go to my lap and sit make me more flatter.

Lalia touch my face and smear it from the cheek of mine to the neck and cling her little arms on it.

That's what your father doing to me whenever I wanted him to stay away. You really have his mannerism upon this kind of inhuman. Such a contagious, it's all Caial's fault!

"Okay. Just don't make him feel easy okay. Ipabuhat mo sa kaniya ang mga gusto mo, ipabayad mo na rin para hindi ka na niya sasamahan sa susunod Lalia. I'll be proud of you" tumango naman ito habang nakakandong sa akin at nakayakap sa leeg ko.

"Let's eat an ice cream na, Mommy" Lalia said while her eyes directly looking me and making her cheeks looks more powerful to pinch.

"Call Gergy, and say you want ice cream, baby" Sabi ko sa kaniya upang hindi na ako nito patayuin at paglakarin. My mounds are at the peak of pain!

"But, my friend Gergy are doing his business. Nasa building ito, naghahanda daw ng pambigti?" she doesn't know how her words gives me another idea to see another hint upon those grammar she just indicated.

"I-re-reserve niya para daw kay Tito Chira" Kuya Halshen and that Gergy are indeed tandem just to make Chira leave the earth.

"Stand up, kakain na tayo" pamputok ko sa sinasabi pa nito. I don't like that, she's making me nervous.

Pinilit kong tumayo kahit pa na ginagapang ako ng pagkasakit mula sa gitna ko. I can feel how it was erected from my vein until it get runs to my system. This is a torture!

"Come here" tawag ko sa kaniya at iginaya na itong maglakad papunta sa ref upang kunin ang ice cream na gusto nito.

"I'm going to sleep, baby. Just don't go outdoor and let me know if you want to go out, okay?" dinala ko ito sa silid ko at pinaupo sa couch na nakapaloob din dito. Ng sa ganon hindi na ako mangamba sa pag-iisip kung saan nanaman ito nagpunta.

The predator were gone. And I don't want to see Caial being for somewhere while I'm not in a mood and self of becoming generous and intent to let him see his daughter being so clingy to me and even manage to see the color of my eyes often.

She's always like that. She is always curious about the color of my eyes, even though there's nothing wrong for having a color charcoal eyes. She also have it but she is not fond at checking herself on mirror. Instead she is sleeping with me while her face are facing me yet her eyes are so wide and open as it starring intently to my eyes.

I somehow can see how she is growing together the wisdom of paradise I let to enter and determine by her knowledge just because I want her to be open, and I don't want her to see how the world might collapse by her aloof interpretation upon the scattered things.

The revel eyes she have with the sharp shape of the angle are indeed inherited from her father. The skin color of her are likes mine. The features of her hair are in line of wavy cocoa hair color.

Hapon na ng makabangon ako at hindi alintana ang pag-aalala kay Lalia. She know I am not feeling good when she keep the strange things can be catch her attention to take a risk than obeying me to stay put where I leave her.