Dearly Affair

CHAPTER 8

CESSIA

"Anong ginagawa mo dito? Hinahanap ka ni Azery, bumalik kana Caial" I exclaimed but in clandestine I chose to wedge small my voiced. It's about to crack and I couldn't know how not let him see that I'm gonna shatter into pieces.

I don't like this. Hindi ito ang nakikita ko noon, pero bakit ganito ang nangyayari ngayon? I really hate reality. Mas gusto kong manatiling mag-isa kesa maging ganito, kinikimkim ang bawat kasalanang hindi ko alam kung papaano nagsimula.

"Come here, we need to go somewhere" pinaypay pa nito ang kamay nito habang inaanyayahan akong sumama sa kaniya.

I need to study tonight, I need to review some of our heading topics for tomorrow. A melancholy want to speak but it is more better if I just cuddle it and be out sold on that tears of sorrow.

"Caial umalis kana sige na. Hinahanap ka ni Azer" pakiusap ko sa kaniya. I did not intend to look at his eyes, I don't and I can't, it gives me a goosebumps to feel more how my heart beating so fast the way he is so closed to me.

"You censored your weeps too much Princess. Let me bring you into something new for you" He way he talk, I know he is only shifting what I mean.

Ayaw kitang manatili dito dahil hindi ito ang dapat mong pinupuntahan, I am just a nuisance for the both of you and Azer. Shall I just be frown forever and be with my self to see how darkness gives me a grandiose events for this despair and paved by the whole uncolored world?

The two door in forefront but needs to choose and the latter will be the optional, an escape into reality to make my own sure future and memory. If that was only existed...

"Don't let the environment cover your emotion, let it out and pull in for another part of good lights that can save you from the darkness" an endeavor will of him must not be that cliché why he said this like it is so easy to me.

Lumapit ito ng bahagya at bigla ako nitong hinila mula sa pulso at yinakap. Why does he likes to be here, meanwhile the reason why I'm shooing him away are in stress upon finding him?

"You are afraid to see how the light functioning together the good matter scatter around because your mind thinking otherwise" He said while caressing my hair through his hand.

Leisurely having a moment of forgetting about that. But there's always a 'but'. The core of silence won't take me to my owned series, and see how the monster of sins deliberately devoured and eats me greedily.

You are so patient while ushering that out while I'm in a deep ocean thinking how to stand up and have a freedom with peace. I want to an art of new era, an era where only trees, oceans, sands, the sun's light, chirp of birds, the quiet sky, and the air of freed without me.

He is a hard but not crack person. A one of a kind have this guts just to go here and humming for me those phrases of him.

"We'll going out. Hwag ka ng magpalit" suot ko pa ang bag ko, at may bitbit pa akong pinamili. Mabilis ako nitong hinila at isinama sa paglalakad nito papalabas hanggang sa makalabas kami sa building na tinutuluyan ko.

Walang kahit na anong ideya ang pumapasok sa isip ko kung papaano makaalis mula sa mahigpit nitong pagkalahawak sa pulsuhan ko.

"Cessia?" May narinig akong katunog ng pangalan ko, hindi lang ako sigurado kung ako nga ba ito dahil ang boses ng babeng iyon ay alam na ng sistema ko kung sino ito.

Muli kaming naglakad ni Caial ng may hakbang na abot ng mga binti ko habang hinihintay ako nitong makasabay at makausad mula sa likod nito.

I'm about to sink from his back when he impulsively roll over my waist his arm to drag me in his equal pace. Madali akong napalakad na parang may nagtutulak sa akin. I even took the other steps not balance the way he hold my waist warily and let me grope the way of oozing rest.