Lust & Desire.

Chapter Twenty Five

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I stare at the plate in front of me and sigh, the clanking of spoons from others was the only noise present for now. We sat in silence as everyone except me and Theo we on their cell phones. 

"You are not hungry?" Theo asked leaning in to look at my face. 

It took me a second to reply but I nodded. Taking the glass of apple juice and having some before I answered him. 

"I am just tired" 

"I will do the dishes, you can go sleep" Kaden suggested and I immediately rejected it. 

"Oh no! I can do them-" Before I could finish my sentence Amber spoke up between us. 

"I am here to do the dish, Don't worry. You can go sleep Primrose" I smiled hesitating before standing up and washing my own plate. I stare at the tray with two plates for Alex. 

He didn't eat much. He must be tired I thought. Opening the freezer and taking two ice creams out I walked up the stairs and straight to Alex's room. I knocked twice before twisting the knob and peeping in. He was awake. On his bed with his phone in hand. His room was dark, the moonlight lighting the floor while his face was lit up by his phone screen. 

He looked towards me as I bite my lip walking in and closed the door. My hand holds up the ice cream and I give a slight smile. 

"You-um, wanna have some ice cream with me?"

"I thought you wouldn't talk with me after what happened," He said. 

I was embarrassed, super embarrassed at what I had said earlier. And I just remembered it. I wanted to walk out now and never show my face to him but I missed Alex. I wanted to let him know that I was there for him. So was everyone else. 

I look down, unsure of what to say when his hand grabbed the ice cream from mine. The other was holding mine and pulling me towards the end of his room where he had a chair and table by the other window. 

He sat down looking at me and I blink once confused about where to sit when he pats his leg. 

I could feel myself turning into a hot pack as he stared at me, his gaze very much sharp putting me on spot. I felt twists in my tummy as I sit down on his lap. His hand wrapped around my waist effortlessly. 

We sat eating the ice cream and talking about small topics till I finally broke the question. 

"Why-Why were you angry at me?" 

He rolled his eyes. 

"You are so dumb-" That hurt. " I told you, I just didn't expect you to get hurt because of what I did. I couldn't stand that" 

I just nodded understanding. 

"Then- you are not mad anymore?" I waited for an answer. But my eyes closed as my head tilts on its own at the wet kiss laid on my neck. I did not expect that, I could feel my mind pour out questions, confusion, and most of all. The pleasure I felt. I felt that it was wrong to do this. But I could stop myself or him. As he kissed my neck, his hands moved to push my hair back and kiss my lips. 

I moan into that soft kiss as he got rougher and faster. Making it impossible for me to keep up. And when he wrapped his hand around my neck I whimper softly. He stood up with me in his arms. Soon laying me on the bed and took my shirt off. 

"Are you okay with it?" 

I took a second, staring into his eyes as he waited. He waited for me to answer and it made me happy. 

"Y-Yeah-" He kissed my neck moving down and ripping off my bra. I gasp as he bites my nipple squeezing both my breasts in his hands and teasing me with his tongue. But then he stopped. I laid under him, half bare as he let his hand run very slowly across my breasts.