Lust & Desire.

Chapter Twenty Eight

I stare at the women around me as I drank some whiskey, the long day I had gone through finally came to an end and now it was time for me to just sit in my friend's bar and have some time to myself. I wasn't fond of whiskey, but it gave my mind enough numbness to feel good. I wasn't fond of women. I date two girls back in high school, one of whom I loved, but money gets you everywhere and anywhere. She didn't like me avoiding dinner dates and expensive hotels because I saved rather than spend it all on useless outings.

I didn't date after that. Because of Emma, I was where I always wanted to be, but I was also a liar. I never got the money to buy my first car from my work. It was from the illegal racing and boxing I did back when I was twenty years old. I stopped it when I got a promising posing in the company. However, my influence stayed in my past hustles, I was now one of the sponsors for street fights and racing.

But all that success could never give me something I always wanted. Family. I had Emma, but I never thought of her as a mother, she was more like a guardian. She was a workaholic, never stayed on weekends, and never sat with me for dinner. When she asked me about my personal life a year ago I laughed at her face. Sure that I would never see a girl who I would love, and nor did I need one. I was past the point where I wanted to love.

I wanted something different, I wanted someone who could obey me and not hold me down in my life. I wanted a woman who belonged to me but I was scared of a relationship. When I saw Rose, I thought of her as another girl, who I would ignore but she was so beautiful I couldn't stop myself from inching closer. And soon enough, I had pressed my lips on her and begged her with my eyes to be mine.

She wasn't like other girls, she obeyed me. She obeyed them. She did not care for one but she cared for all of us. That night when we sat in our living room, I thought to myself, If one of them liked her, then I could let her go. But that was different, the conclusion was for her to decide who she wanted. But she never stopped me from touching her, and I fell into it. I wanted her to myself when she was with me, I wanted her to obey me and show me affection which I never got. And she did. The light brushing of her fingers against my hair when I slept beside her was what I craved for. When she moved into my arms and asked me to kiss her with those innocent eyes, I enjoyed it. I got the attention I wanted.

But I never realized she had Alex. He took her before me. It didn't bother me as much as I thought, but I stared at her back while she looked out her windows, her thin little satin dress which traced every curve of her body and stopped right below her butt, it angered me. Without uttering a single word I closed the door softly and moved to her, my eyes stayed on her bare neck, that soft skin was asking to be touched.

She shivered before closing her windows and giving a sigh, her shoulders slumped down as I brush my warm fingers across her waist which startled her as she gasps turning around, her beautiful eyes greet me.

"Theo"

Her voice wasn't too sweet but very relaxing to listen to, I liked her for that, but I never told her so. She stayed still and I leaned in and pressed a kiss on her neck. I saw her shiver and bite her lip as I press another kiss right under her ear.

"Y-You seemed busy this week. I-I didn't see you for dinner"

I tried my best to avoid you, but I couldn't tonight.

"Work baby", was my answer to that. I didn't wanna let her know my real reasons.

"Theo!" She yelled as I bite her ear, pulling down her slip and grabbing those beautiful soft breasts. I squeezed her soft buds earning a soft cry I desperately wanted to hear, running my hands down to her waist I kissed her neck while feeling her skin under my hands, she trembled and earned my smirk.

"Don't stop me, Rose," I grumble biting her shoulder. She leaned back and suddenly melted in my arms.

I picked her up, wanting to ravish her right then and there, my eyes settled over her flushed face and I lay her on the bed. She bites her lip as I stood up and took off my shirt. Her lustful eyes staring at me, she was begging me with her eyes, she had covered her nipples but she failed to see that I loved the way she tried to cover herself.

I would've fucked her all night if it wasn't for her little eyes begging me to stop.

***

"Don't fuck with her she isn't yours"

I remember the exact words Kaden said to Coby. I was right there, while Rex never left my side, acting like I was in some kind of stalker situation when I wasn't. It gave me chills to see them like that. I knew Coby. he was a friend, and I had a feeling Rex and Kaden figured out how many of their friends tried to make moves on me while I sat alone in classes. But I didn't think they would get this far.

And after that day, Rex made sure no guy ever so glanced at me would get his death stare. But he stopped after I begged him to. Rex listened to me, it made me happy. But Kaden did not. He would kiss my cheek and hug me and pat my head, stand with me and make sure I wasn't alone the rest of the week. His sudden peck on my lips right in front of Coby yesterday was out of nowhere.

And today I was watching him kiss another girl as we sat together for a break. Kaden wasn't my boyfriend, nor was I in love with him to feel betrayed. But If he had a girlfriend, why would he act like that with me? Seeing him do that while I sat beside them made me a bit uncomfortable.

I freeze feeling Rex's hand on my lap and relax as he continued talking to his friends. I bite my lip and take a bite of the strawberries in my lunch. I could never get over people staring at me as I sat near Rex. He wasn't the type to talk to a girl, I had my class friends tell me how much of a trouble maker he was in middle school. People and girls especially avoided him, but I on the other hand felt safe with him. 

As we felt the uni I saw Kaden glance at me once before walking to his car with the girl with him. She looked back at me and smirked which confused me. I stare at the people leaving and waiting for Rex because he told me to. Karen's car passed by in front of me and I saw Rex walking out with his friend.

"Hey, sorry I made you wait Rosie."

I smile shaking my head and getting in car.

I slept in his arm when we got home. Unlike many days Rex did not have work after class. I could hardly keep my eyes open as I walked in the house and washed myself before dropping on the bed.

"Rose? Aren't you gonna eat anything?" Rex asked but I said nothing and shook my head getting under the covers.

"You sure?"

"I am really sleepy" I mumbled and he chuckled. I heard the sound of his belt and the door getting locked before he lifted my sheets and pulled me in his chest.

"You mind some people coming over tonight?"

My mind was more focused on how his hand effortlessly wrapped around my waist behind and his thumb rubbed circles on my exposed skin.

"Uh huh-" I couldn't answer him much. I was too sleepy and he was distracting me with his hand. But he was so warm I couldnt resist turning around and hugging him back and then blacking out.

"You know how badly I wanna punch that motherfucker? I had the deal in my hand until he spoke up"

"Ya, I got it. I'll let the guy know , you can have your cut. Now shut the fuck up she is still sleeping "

I moved my head to the other side putting my hand next to my face. My head felt heavy and my boobs felt like they were on something rock hard.

" Great. You woke her up"