Saying Goodbye

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"No one should be alone today Angel"Song: Train Wreck by James Arthur

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"No one should be alone today Angel"
Song: Train Wreck by James Arthur


-the day of the funeral-

I woke up and immediately felt depressed knowing today's the day we bury the two most important people in my life. I turn around to see James sleeping soundly with him arm wrapped around my waist. I massage his hair with tears escaping my eyes. "It's gonna be ok Angel". James looked at me with sad eyes as he wiped my tears and I just sunk my head into his neck sobbing.

-A couple hours later-

James and I got ready for the funeral and Wanda walked in and like on cue James stood in front of me protectively and glared at Wanda. "Get out" James looked at me confused. "Babe please it's fine" James groaned and walked out of our room and kissed me passionately in front of Wanda and then left while trying to button up his shirt and blazer. "What the hell was that?" Wanda asked. "Claiming his territory" I said frustrated. Wanda chuckled as I groaned knowing how annoying it's getting. "How's he doing really?" I patted the bed for Wanda to sit next to me.

"The best he can but honestly it's one thing after another it's like a nightmare" Wanda hugged me and we both smiled. "Than you for forgiving us" I smiled. "Mind if I join in?" We turned around and it was Sharon. She came over and engulfed me in a big hug and then wiped her eyes she turned to Wanda and smiled.

"What no glaring even Sam still hates me" Sharon and I gave each other a look. "Is it that bad?" She asked. "My boyfriend is driving me nuts he makes me want to scream and not in a good way" I said very annoyed. "We'll Sam and I broke up" I'm sorry they what?! Wanda and I couldn't believe our ears but it didn't surprise us cause soon Sharon would be moving out of the country to go work in Berlin while Sam finally moved in to the avengers manor. "Damn I'm sorry shar" Wanda gave Sharon a friendly hug. "Don't be although I think Sam does kinda like you" I laughed knowing that's probably true.

-knock knock-

Sam and James cautiously walked in and glared at Wanda till I have a look and James stopped immediately but Sam didn't. "Ok to clear the air because obviously you both still have an issue with me and that's fine, I'm trying to right the wrongs I did and helping Gia out is one thing" Wanda announced. James walked closer to her and reached his hand out to shake Wanda's. "I'm sorry I've been a dick it's just that this girl means the world to me and I can't take seeing her hurt again" Wanda accepted his handshake. "Only if you'll forgive me for what I did" James sighed. "It'll take time but friends? For her sake?" She nodded and I felt relieved.

Were all heading to the funeral and honestly i feel as if this is the worst possible day of my life. James puts his hand on my thigh. "It's going to be okay." He gives me a reassuring smile.

The closer we get the more my stomach starts to feel more and more sick. "I don't feel so good James." He puts his hand on my forehead to make sure i'm not running a fever. "You aren't running a fever doll." I lay my head on his shoulder.

We arrive at the funeral and walk through the doors taking our seats watching the body guards checking everyone before walking in. Dad made sure we had a heavy security detail so nothing else happened.

A man stands at the podium and speaks. "We are gathered here today to remember the amazing lives of Natasha Romanoff and Steve Rogers." He talks for a while before people start saying there speeches.

Thor, Sam, and Dad all make there speeches and now it was my turn and James was next. I walk up the steps to the stand and immediately the pain floods my body. "Natasha.. She was my best friend and she helped me with everything including teaching me how to fight. She helped save me when i was captured. We went shopping together all the time and anytime i cried she would take care of me and make sure everything was going to be okay. She was somebody who didn't take shit from anyone.. including Steve." Tears flooded my eyes and rushed down my face. "I miss her so much. I know she is reunited with Steve, but i can't help that i wish she was still here." I took my seat and watched James take the stand.

"Steve and I have been friends since i can remember. I remember him always getting in fights. I remember catching him getting his ass beat in the alley when we were younger. I always had his back though. He came to rescue Gia and I when we were both taken. When he met Natasha, they became inseparable. They were an amazing team and i miss them everyday. I still can't believe they are actually gone and it makes me sick. I know they are together again and I know they are happy watching over us." James finishes up his speech, but the tears in his eyes made me hurt even worse because i know he missed his best friend.

After the funeral we head out to the site where they would be buried. We all take turns dropping roses in. They speak a little more and there caskets begin to lower into the ground. Everything sank in and immediately the tears came rushing like a water fall. James grabs my hand and takes me back to the car.

"P-p-please i want to leave. I cant take watching this anymore." I sob. "We're about to leave. It's going to be okay." James and I cried in the car for about 10 minutes holding each other waiting for the security detail to take us back home.

To be continued..
Authors note: 😭🤧 goodbye Nat and Steve you will forever be missed but let's not be sad anymore we can focus on Sam Bucky Gianna Wanda Pietro Peter loki and Thor 😂 oh how chaotic that group  shall be. I'll be pretty busy this week as I'm flying out with my mom to go pick up our puppy

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