it's in the middle of the night and Savannah is sitting at the kitchen drinking a beer then Amanda walks in
'Hey, there you are, I was wondering what happened to my warm went to' Amanda says, Savannah chuckles
'I been here drinking my thoughts away' Savannah says
'oh boy, what did you dream about this time' Amanda says, she sits down beside her
'oh you're going to love this one' Savannah says
'oh I bet I will' Amanda says
'I had a dream about me not being a good mom when the baby comes' Savannah says, Amanda looks at her stomach then back at Savannah
'well it's kinda of a little for that' Amanda says, Savannah chuckles
'babe I'm serious here' Savannah says
'I know, what do you mean by you not being a good mom when the baby comes?' Amanda asks
'I feel like that my PTSD will come into play' Savannah says
'like you might freak out on them?' Amanda asks, Savannah looks at her
'yeah' Savannah says
'aren't you going to therapy or taking something to control it?' Amanda asks
'you can't control PTSD, it's just there' Savannah says
'what can I do?' Amanda asks
'my therapist said if I feel like a episode is going to happen let it happen but not around the people that you love because if you don't let that episode happen and just let it bottled up inside it's going to get worse when the next one happens' Savannah says
'ok I'll keep that in mind but I see how you treat Sabrina and if you treat her like that I bet you will do the same thing to our kid probably a lot more though' Amanda says, Savannah smiles
'thank you, I appreciate it' Savannah says, Amanda smiles
'I wish I can drink a beer' Amanda says, Savannah chuckles
'unfortunately you can't' Savannah says
'I know but I can after' Amanda says
'yes that's true but you can't right away because of the breast milk' Savannah says
'yeah that's true' Amanda says, Savannah finishes the beer
'I'll meet you up there, I'll throw this away and go to the bathroom then come back to bed' Savannah says
'ok sounds good' Amanda says
she gets up and kisses her then goes upstairs, then Savannah does what she said she was going to do
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'she really said that?' Ava asks, Amanda nods yes, they are sitting at Amanda's kitchen table
'yeah she did' Amanda says
'how does that make you feel since you're eight months pregnant' Ava says
'I honestly feel sad because I see how she is around Sabrina and Reagan, so I know that she's going to be a good mom I just have to get her to believe it too' Amanda says
'mmm, Claire or me never felt like that because we knew that we was going to do our best to raise this kid the best that we know how' Ava says
'ow' Amanda says, in pain
'what's wrong?' Ava asks, in a worried voice
'oh she's kicking pretty hard' Amanda says
'oh Sabrina was like that too she wanted to come out' Ava says
'uh-oh' Amanda says, Ava looks at her and Amanda looks at her in shock
'my water broke!' Amanda says
'oh my God!, ok where's your diaper bag at?' Ava asks
'everything is already in the car just in case something like this happens all you have to do is help me to the car, call sava, and drive' Amanda says
'got it' Ava says
Ava does everything that Amanda said and gets to the hospital because Amanda is going to have a baby!
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Military
RomanceSavannah comes home from the Military and tries to get her life together after being in the Military for so long and a lot has change since she left and can she fix some of the friendships that she lost along the way and get over the lost of her wif...
