Formula one shots

Lewis Hamilton - I never meant to break your heart

@Gv1201 requested a part two for "I don't know how to leave", so here it is!! Enjoy
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You stood there for a while, hugging each other, not giving a damn about the rest of the world. You recognized the perfume he was wearing, you gave it to him for his birthday last year. It was one of your favorite fragrances. You sighed deep, you missed this feeling but you didn't know if you could forgive him. ''What's wrong?'' Lewis asked. ''I missed this, I missed us, but I don't know how or even if I can forgive you. You hurt me very badly, Lewis.'' ''I know I did, but it was never my intention to. I was just so busy that I didn't know what to do anymore, it was a bit too much for me and a break seemed like the best option to me. Now that I am not so busy anymore, we can continue our relationship. I want you to know that I am not giving our relationship up in a split second. I need to go now, but text me when you are ready to talk. I love you, I will always do." He said and let go of your hands. ''I am not going to hurry you, I will wait until you are ready to talk.'' He said and walked away.

There you stood, alone. Not knowing what to do now, your heart screamed for forgiveness but your mind was against it. Maybe it wasn't his intention to but the words he just said to you stung like hell in your chest. You were not only sad but also a bit angry. How could he decide that he was ready to continue your relationship now he wasn't that busy anymore? What if he got busy again? We're you going to be a second choice again? You didn't even realize you were crying until you tasted something salty.

You felt your phone vibrating in your pocket, you reached for it and saw that Daniel was calling you. "Pretty woman, Mad Max and I are both done with bothering our teams. Let's get some lunch, meet us at the Red Bull motorhome.'' He said and hung up, not letting you say a word. You laughed softly, Daniel always found a way to make you smile. You wiped your tears from your face and walked in the direction of the Red Bull motorhome.

''Why is your face red and wet?'' Max asked curiously. ''I don't like it when your face is red and wet," Max said before you could answer his question. "I ran into Lewis.'' Max stood up and balled his fists. ''Did he hurt you? Do I need to beat his ass? You say it y/n, what do you want me to do?" You laughed at his behavior, it wasn't the first time Max acted like an overprotective brother. ''Just give the lady a break,'' Daniel said and winked at you. ''I want you to sit down Max and eat your food. I don't know what I want to do right now. Lewis said that he loves me and I still love him, but he hurt me and I don't know how to forgive him." Max sat down but didn't say a word. Angrily he chewed on his chicken.

During lunch Daniel was constantly looking at you, he was making sure you were all right. Daniel was always very supportive and talking to him helped you to get through this situation. Max was a little bit less fan of your relationship with Lewis, but he wanted you to be happy so he decided not to make any jokes about Lewis in your presence.

After you finished your food it was time for free practice two, you decided to watch it on one of the grandstands. With you wearing a McLaren shirt and a Red Bull cap you were barely recognizable, somehow a few girls around your age recognized you and asked for a picture. It was nice to meet fans, but you were never really sure if they liked you too or if they only wanted a picture because of your connection with a few of the drivers.

Free practice went well for Max, he was second this session. Daniel ended up seventh, which wasn't too bad either. You didn't wait for Max or Daniel and went back to the hotel on your own. When you got there you went to your room immediately, you needed some space now.

To clear your mind you let the bathtub fill with water and threw a bath bomb in it. You undressed and when there was enough water in the tub you stepped in the water. You closed your eyes and when you opened them it was more than an hour later. You didn't fall asleep but you had plenty of time to think about the situation with Lewis. You got out of the tub, dried your body with a towel and put on a sports bra and legging. You had to change again for dinner but you didn't feel like dressing up already.