tempting | yeonbin

f o r t y f o u r

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felix wakes up in the middle of the night to someone rapidly knocking on the door. he had fallen asleep on the couch so the knocking woke him up right away.

he yawns, standing up and heading towards the door.

he unlocks it, opening it to find a half dress changbin.

he has grey sweats on, a black unzipped and open jacket with slippers as shoes.

"changbin, what are you doing here?" felix asks, letting the boy in.

changbin looks nervous, walking in with hesitation.

"are you okay?" felix questions.

changbin turns around, looking straight at felix.

felix immediately begins to feel small from the gaze changbin was giving.

"i-i uh" changbin again starts to become nervous. looking everywhere but felix.

"why are you or nervous? ive never seen you like th—"

"i still like you." changbin blurted.

felix smiled, "i know bin, i asked you earlier today if you did, remember?" changbin looks down at the ground, his heart racing.

"yes, i remember." felix notices changbin avoiding eye contact. "bin, wh—"

"do you possibly like me to?" changbin mumbles quietly, playing with his fingers as he stares down at the ground.

felix knows he's developing a crush on the boy, but is it enough to say yes, that he likes changbin?

after awhile of felix not speaking, changbin gathers enough courage to look up at him.

he sees felix just looking down at him with a questionable look.

"changbin, i—" again, changbin cut the freckled boy off.

"wait, no I don't want to hear the answer." he worried, "im to scared." felix watches changbin cover his ears like a little kid. this was a side of changbin that he has not seen.

felix watches the boy with adoration, then chuckles. changbin squints his eyes at him questionably, "is this that funny?" changbin crossed his arms.

felix shakes his head, stepping closer to the boy. the closer he gets the more changbin gets nervous. hes been close to felix before, but for some reason, this time being more nervewracking.

felix put his hands on changbins shoulders, "can i talk now? without being cut off?" he warmly smiles down at the older.

changbin didn't understand why felix spoke without in such a way, until he realizes he's been cutting felix off this whole time.

oops, changbin said in his head.

changbin blushes, then he nods.

felix breathes in then out while bringing changbin to the couch. once they were sitting, felix turns to changbin, "look, honestly i don't know."

"i want to say it's possible for me to like you, but it's not as much as it should."

"you like me, you've liked me for awhile now and i want to like you more than how I do now." felix continues. "bu—"

"wait!" changbin jumps with surprising eyes. "so you do like me, just not a whole lot?"

felix watches changbin, "sorry, can you dumb what you said down for me a bit? it's really late and just the thought of you even liking me a little bit makes me so nervous that I can barely understand or think str—" felix's lips crash onto the older, stopping the boy from ranting off so much. it was also a way of answering.

changbin freezes, letting felix kiss him sweetly. then only when felix places his hand on changbins middle back soothingly, changbin began to feel less nervous.

changbin kisses back slowly, rolling the pace felix keeps on. his stomach fluttering with lots of little butterflies. he couldn't believe the boy he playfully started to tease for fun, and ending up liking him for real, is actually kissing him.

felix pulls apart, a slight inch between the two. their breaths mixing with each other's. they were quiet, but not for long as changbin decides to speak. "so, was that a yes? you like me?" he asks with less uncertainty and more of a smile.

felix laughs, and kisses changbins cheek. "i like you, and I want to like you more."

"what do you mean?" changbins asks.

"i want to spend more time with you, develop stronger feelings, because you deserve so much and i want to be the one to give you so much." felix chuckles.

"im not exactly sure when these feelings started to grow, but all I know is I want to try this out." he pauses. "us."

felix likes changbin yes, and knows changbins probably deserves so much more than what he can give him. but honestly, he doesn't want to lose such a beautiful opportunity to try and be with someone great. changbin never once hurt him and has always been around. somehow, he sparked felixs heart without felix himself knowing and that scares him. but, this will be the first time felix with trust him and the other to do and be or in something he's never been in before.

dating.

being intimate.

trusting someone else with his heart.

felix smiles, "can we try and get closer before we jump into a full labeled relationship?"

changbin nods, "i think that would suit us well, build a better trust system."

felix chuckles, "yeah, something we all know is much needed when trying to be with someone."

changbin scoffs, "yeonjun— scoff — soobin" they both laugh and smile at each other.

"i know it's late, and we have classes tomorrow. but do you want to stay over and maybe watch a movie? you could crash here, since my roommate literally is never here." felix speaks.

felix then looks down the hall, "come to think of it, I can't remember what he last time I've seen my roommate."

"is his stuff still here?" changbin asks.

felix walks to his roommates room, opens the door and sees an empty room. closet doors open but empty.

"when the hell did he leave?" felix questions.

changbin shrugs, "now you have a dorm to yourself."

felix sighs, "yeah, but since when..."

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I'm so tired, I promise I'm not giving up on this book. I just don't have time, but on days off I promise to write as much as I can. love you 💜

and I'm sorry if this chapter was cringe, also the roommate part was just a add in bc I can't remember if I ever put Felix with a roommate or not since it literally seems like he lives alone haha. so, now it's for sure, he lives alone.