(06/11/2021)day 24:
I keep thinking about you.
I can't get you out of my head.
You kindled me, a heap of ashes into fire.
-Charles Dickens
You're my sun, my world, my universe, my eternity; maybe I'm overdoing it but my world really does revolve around you.
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Even though I'm breaking my own heart by talking to you, I keep doing it. I love talking to you.
Even if we're going to talk about how you're in love, which pains me that it's not with me, I love hearing you happy.
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You told him you like him and he said he likes you too, but he's being dense and you're miserable.
If he doesn't make up for it I won't forgive him, I will hate him more than I already do.
Your happiness is too important for you to be sad because of some asshole who doesn't appreciate your fondness of him.
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I'm an aggressive and a violent person, so why do you make me soft and scared.
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Oh fuck.
Your crush doesn't want a relationship and if he did, he doesn't have the time for one anyway.
I'd abandon everything and anything for you.
Yes, you are too pretty to deal with stupid people like him.
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Getting drunk on tequila.
Salt. You. Tequila. You. Lemon.
Why are you in my head?
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I smell like cigarettes and I love you, a lot.
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I don't know if I'll remember this, but I told my friends about how much I like you, I hope you're not angry, I'm really sorry.
[I don't remember writing this, but I remember telling them and I wasn't lying when I said it.]
