(02/11/2021)day 20:
You came over to me in the hallway.
You hugged me.
I'm definitely not over you, I'm floating.
I'm trembling.
My friends were asking me how I know you.
Oh god, I'm mesmerized.
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I thought of you hugging me again and I almost fainted.
You're even more stunning up close.
I'm sorry for being so timid and dense.
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My friend saw stars when we hugged.
Everybody knows you, you're hard to miss honestly.
The very same friend said that the people who saw you hug me were staring with their jaws dropping, I can't say I don't like it.
She thought we'd be a cute couple too.
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God, I hope you like girls too.
I'm going to hope for a universe where you'll like me.
I thought I'd get over this when I found out you're completely drowned in someone else, but then you go and hug me and I'm worshipping you before you even have the chance to pull away.
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I can't stop smiling.
I definitely like you, I don't care if you're gay or straight, I like you a lot.
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I was in a sour mood all day, then you came along.
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These fantasies; so soft, so sweet, so innocent, so vulnerable.
I want them all to come true.
