(18/11/2021)day 36:
Stop.
Please stop.
I'm trying to stop loving you.
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Did you say you dated a girl? Do I have a chance?
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You can't say such beautiful things when I'm trying to stop falling altogether.
"I have too much love, I need to give it away to some other people."
"I love myself way too much, I always need to be giving that love to someone."
Please give me some love.
Love me as a friend.
Love me as a lover.
Love me as if we're soulmates.
Make me love myself.
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Stop making me love you if you can't love me back, it's cruel.
You're cruel, but fuck, I love you.
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"I started dating this one girl, Elle"
You say you have too much love, does that mean you're willing to romantically give it to anyone?
Please tell me you like girls, don't hurt me.
But if not hurting me means hurting yourself - torture me then, hurt me all you want.
I can't take it when you're in pain.
