(27/11/2021)day 45:
Your most recent favorite color is white.
I want to know all of your favorites.
I want to be among them.
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You prefer men.
My chance is next to zero.
Close to zero, but not zero.
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I want to be transparent with you, if you'll ever fall in love with me it's going to be with all my flaws and disorders.
Will you still look at me the same even after you know all the wrongs I've done?
I'm guessing you will, since you've never even seen me in the first place.
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I never had trouble falling asleep.
I never had trouble with staying up late at night, being anxious about you.
The thought of you sleeping in my arms always lulls me to sleep.
I should stop.
