(11/11/2021)day 29:
You are distracting me so much and you don't even know. I keep forgetting everything because I'm too busy thinking about you.
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The religion teacher is talking about the purgatory, about how you see a being more beautiful than anything mortal, an overwhelming divinity.
I've seen you, I don't need to see anything else, I will never lay my eyes on anything more beautiful, perhaps only the devil who takes me to the pits of hell for committing a blasphemy such as this.
Lord forgive me, I have sinned.
I fell in love.
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You make me feel insecure about being insecure.
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As I was looking at a photo you just posted of yourself, a song that's completely irrelevant to it was playing - "I've been going crazy looking at the photos," and yes, yes I have.
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You're so cute when you're panicky.