(14/11/2021)day 32:
I'm going to kill my dad because I love you way too much.
"Fag with big boots."
"Do you know that queer?"
"Fucking homo."
I don't know if I want to cry or break stuff.
My father hates you while I'm in love with you.
I want to be with you, but if that happens he's going to despise you more than he already does. My mom, her I can convince, but him, oh god I hate him so much.
How do I tell you that my father is disgusted by you?
I don't, that's how.
I feel like nothing can shake your self-esteem and ruin your confidence, but I'm still not going to tell you, it will be for greater good.
I never knew what it felt like not to be accepted by your parents.
Now I do know and I'd rather not know, I'd be better off that way.
They[my father] don't approve of my love for you.
I'm sorry but I can't stop loving you even if I tried. I can't stop even if it hurts us both.
You just texted.
I don't want to lie to you.
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You are so adorable I could die.
I told you I drew a frog for you.
"Awh, show me show me."
I told you I'll draw you a better one instead of studying for a test.
I'm that smitten.
