Total Eclipse of the Heart

Let Me Go

There was a game we used to play
We would hit the town on Friday night
Stay in bed until Sunday
We used to be so free
We were livin' for the love we had
Livin' not for reality

Just my imagination (My imagination)
Just my imagination (My imagination)
Just my imagination, it was
Just my imagination (My imagination)
Just my imagination (My imagination)
Just my imagination, it was

That was a time I used to pray
I have always kept my faith in love
It's the greatest thing from the man above
The game I used to play
I've always put my cards upon the table
Never be said that I'd be unstable......

*Just My Imagination* The Cranberries 

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"Do you really want to leave?" asked Gu Hai

Bai LuoYin turned to look at Gu Hai with a resolution, "Since before you did this kind of thing, you must have already predicted the consequences. Now you have to willingly accept them."

Bai LuoYin left Gu Hai and didn't look back. Gu Hai watched Bai Luoyin walk away, depressedly he left the place too and went back to his apartment.  Once he's home, he cried his heart out. feeling remorse for everything he has done. Why did he have to do it? why did he so out of control? How could he do that horrible thing to the person he loves the most? And for what? Just to vent his anger? Just to prove himself to that little bitch? It's not even Bai Luoyin fault! Gu Hai cried and cried until he passed out of grieve. 

Instead of going home, BaiLuoYin went to see Shi Hui. Shi Hui who was traumatized after seeing the horrible sight, lived like there's no soul inside her body. Her parents called a psychiatrist but they can't help her at all. While she curled in her bed looking lifeless, her maid suddenly told her that someone is looking for her and his name is BaiLuoYin. Her eyes lifted up a spark and she ran to the door.

When Bai Luoyin saw Shi Hui, his ex-girlfriend, who had personally witnessed him being raped by another guy, he was not flustered or ashamed in her presence, on the contrary, he was exceptionally calm and collected. 

Shi Hui who no longer able to hold her emotions, asked Bai LuoYin as tears flowed down her cheeks, "Please tell me that what I saw that day wasn't real..."

Bai LuoYin stayed silent for a long time before finally calmly saying, "What you saw was all real."

Shi Hui cried harder, she kept on saying, "why? why YinZi? Why you become like this?" I don't believe it!"

Still in his calm demeanor, Bai LuoYin said, "Like it or not, you have to believe it. The truth is the person that I like is Gu Hai."

Shi Hui shoulders trembled as she continued to cry out, Don't you think what you're doing is unusually cruel?"

Bai LuoYin  calmly answered, "Not as cruel as you who purposely let yourself being violated by those men on the street." 

Shi Hui frozen, then she looked at Bai LuoYin, "How did you know? Who told you? And if you already knew why didn't you expose me?"

"I didn't want to expose you. I don't want to put you in the spot and make you feel embarrassed in front of me. At first, I wanted to keep this matter to myself, but then I want to come to you to talk it over, but I wasn't able to talk to you and these things happened. I guess he was even more impatient than I was..." a bitter and painful smile appeared on Bai Luo Yin's mouth. 

Shi Hui became lost for a second, her face as pale as a ghost. Her ears are buzzing, she can't even hear herself anymore.

"So, this is the last time we are going to see each other. I really mean it. I don't want to see you or hear from you again. Thank you for all the things you have given me. I really appreciate that. Goodbye Shi Hui. Treat yourself well." 

Bai LuoYin left Shi hui who was still frozen and went to his next destination.