This is a what-if situation after GuHai raped BaiLuoYin. After BaiLuoYin recovered, he left GuHai and didn't return. He settled everything with ShiHui, then he went to his mother and accepted her offer to go abroad. GuHai who was devastated can only...
My only regret was the day we broke up My surge of tears can't stop flowing If that moment happened again then I wouldn't cry, to let him know that I will be fine I love him crazily and madly, My dreams are shattered but yet I cannot forget For him, I believed that our tomorrow is our future No matter how bad the situation might be, I won't come to my senses What can I do if there's any regret left? Being hurt, going through the pain, and finally being able to understand, does that mean it will be fine? We once leaned on each other's shoulders, now we are walking our own path among the crowd I love him crazily and madly, My dreams are shattered but yet I cannot forget We can't escape the fact that the deeper our love, the more we hurt each other The deeper we rely (on each other), the more blank space there is (between us) How could (I and him) go on to love?
*我爱他 (Wo Ai Ta) -- I Love Him --- Timmy Xu WeiZhou & Charlie Zhou Shen
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At another airport, Bai LuoYin was waiting for his turn to go onboard. He sat on his suitcase, his mind wandered to a person who is now (without him knowing) taking off the different part of the world, away from where he is heading now.
"GuHai, I'm leaving... I miss you, but I can't continue living in the shadow of what had happened. I'm not ready to forgive you... I wish you well DaHai... I hope you wish me well too... I love you, and will always love you... Goodbye..."
Tortured with his mind, Bai LuoYin eyes reddened but as tears started to fall, he heard the announcement to board on his plane. He shed the corner of his eyes and walked heading to the plane, heading to his new life.
After 20 something hours flight, finally Bai LuoYin landed at Cairns airport. When he exited he saw a man with a round oriental face holding a paper with his name written on it. Bai LuoYin approached the man and introduced himself. The man was from the agency bai LuoYin contacted for his study in Australia. He then took Bai LuoYin to his car. He told Bai LuoYin that the agency had set a two bedrooms apartment for him and the campus just down the street, 5 minutes away from the apartment. It has swimming pool, barbeque area, gym, tennis court, and library. Bai LuoYin only nodded, he didn't really want to talk too much. He was very tired and his heart was really not in the mood for chatting. Not long after they arrived at the apartment. It was quite luxurious, Bai LuoYin was a bit surprised to see how nice the place look. The agent then took Bai LuoYin to his apartment. After he told him a few things Bai LuoYin needed to do for his study, he left.
Bai LuoYin explored his new apartment. It was quite big, although not as big as the apartment he and GuHai used to live in. The bedrooms were quite spacious with each having a queen size bed in it. The living room was also spacious and bright, the kitchen even though it wasn't big but it has all the things needed for him to cook simple dish for himself. It even has balcony with nice view.
"Very nice place and the view is very lovely too. I think I'm going to like living here. GuHai would love it here too, he would...wait..what? How come suddenly I thought of GuHai?"
Bai LuoYin shook his head, tried to get rid of GuHai image that suddenly infiltrated his mind.
He chose the biggest bedroom then started to unpack. After that, he took a shower then rested. Cairns is only 2 hours ahead of Beijing so he didn't really have any jetlag, but he was very tired, so after he took a bath, he soon fasts asleep.
When he woke up, he felt a bit fresh and decided to stroll around the apartment. Just like what the agent said, the apartment has all the facilities needed for comfortable campus life. It was quite quiet though, maybe the students hasn't returned from their holiday. Seeing the apartment, it looked like the apartment was students from rich families. Bai LuoYin suddenly felt like he was an imposter and he actually doesn't belong there. He sat near the pool and lost in thought.
"Why did I come here again? Why did I decide to come here instead? I miss my dad, I miss my grandparents, I miss my family, I miss... GuHai... But that's it! That's the reason! He is the reason why I left. He is the reason why I have to go so far away from home. I have to forget him.... I just have to!"
Bail LuoYin immediately stood up then went back to his room, he started to browse the internet for places to eat and shop. He found an Asian store and decided to go there. Since he didn't know the public transportation yet, he called taxi instead.
