Total Eclipse of the Heart

When the Wind Blows

When the cold wind blows
I suddenly see you who used to be mine
When the cold wind blows
And how I looked on the day you left
 Because when this season comes, the wind follows along
Even though it'll pass
I could remember that moment for a short while
 Thank you
 A heart that remains cold
It's a feeling the old me has experienced before
I put my faith in time even though
I knew I can't turn it back
 I cried
I'm alright now...
*When the Wind Blow -- ASTRO

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Bai LuoYin was only asleep for about an hour when suddenly he heard the doorbell ring. He woke up only to see that Felix, who was sleeping on the living room sofa, already opened the door. Ryan stood in front of their door with 3 packs of sandwiches in his hand. 

"Top of the morning Mates! brekky*  delivery," he said as he smiled and dangled the sandwiches in front of Felix's face. 

Felix let him in and took the sandwiches from his hand and said thank you.

"Noiiiiice!** I wonder why we have the honor to have our breakfast delivered at our door by the honorable Mr. Ryan Shaw?" said Bai LuoYin

"Is Ashley here?" I didn't see her when I woke up this morning. She was a bit upset last night but didn't want to tell me why. I thought she might be here since she wouldn't impulsively run out somewhere in the middle of the night." Ryan sprawled his long legs as he sat on the sofa.

"She is in my room," Felix replied. 

"How is she?"

"Not good." Bai LuoYin replied.

"Did she say anything to you guys?"

"She did, but I think it's better if you two talk it out. We don't want to meddle in your business." This time Felix replied. 

"But she doesn't want to say anything at all."

"Just think, is there anything you hide from her?" Felix asked again.

The whole room went silent. Ryan suddenly felt like blood goes up to his face, cold sweat rolled down his spine. 

"umm.. there's something I need to say to you all. I don't think I'm ready yet but I guess it's better now or never. I need Darryn to be here too....and of course Ashley." The two boys can feel the tension and nervousness in Ryan's voice, so they didn't delay much further. 

Bai LuoYin took his phone and said, "I'll call Darryn."

Felix got up from his seat, went to his room as he said, "I'll wake Ashley up."

As soon as the call connected, Bai Luoyin heard Darryn greeted him and it sounded like he was in the middle of chewing, "Yep, Mr. Bai, what's up?"

"Can you come here now? Urgent."

"What happen?"

"Just get your butt here first. We talk when you get here."

"Sir, yes Sir!"

As soon as  Bai LuoYin hung up the phone, Darryn already stood in front of the front door, with only shorts, towel hung on his neck, and sandwich between his lips. But once he saw the strange aura from the room, Ryan's fidgetiness, and Ashley's (who was already woke up and sat next to Felix) swollen eyes, the sandwich dropped from his mouth. He picked up  the messed on the floor and said, "I...better get my shirt...." then he ran to get his shirt on as he thought, "shit!  shit! shit! this is serious!"

Once Darryn back to Bai LuoYin and Felix's apartment (with his shirt on), he sat on the stool next to Bai LuoYin. He didn't say a word, his eyes swept the entire room and stopped at Ryan. Ryan looked at him, then looked at Ashley. He cleared his throat and said, "First, I want to apologize to Ashley. I've been lying to you all this year we've been together. I wasn't sure at first, but this past few weeks... I'm sorry Ash, I'm not the man who you think I am."