It's not depression

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I use it as an excuse,
To lay in bed and don't move.
I say I'm not lazy but depressed,
Tho I just don't want to be stressed.
I don't feel like living
But still I'm not dead.
I'm tired
But still going.
I'm anxious
But I don't exactly panic.
I'm lonely
But I have friends
And am doing things.
I'm not happy
But not really sad.
I sometimes cry
But not all the time.
I wish death
But only from time to time.
I want to be alive
But I can't stand the living.
It's also
Not depression.

(05.12.2021)

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