Loneliness

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For a long time, loneliness has been my best friend. Always there. Whenever and wherever.
Giving me company at 1 am when the world is sleeping, but my eyes refuse to take a rest.
Holding my hand when I'm around people, but doesn't feel like I belong.
Hugging me each and every time I  find myself lost among all of the insecurities I have.
And for that, I totally despise it.
The fact that it doesn't know how to leave me alone, creates chaos in me.
Chaos which at that time, for me is irrelevant.
But somehow, one day it seems to leave me.
Unknowingly I feel weak.
I seem to rely on others more often than not.
I couldn't carry myself without any help from others around me.
At that realization, I came to learn that sometimes what we view as unnecessary feelings for us, sometimes hold so much more significant purpose in our life than what we can even imagine.
So from that moment, I decided to embrace all the feelings inside me.
Because who knows what their purposes will be for us in the future.

Sincerely me,
Az.Ra

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