Chapter 4

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I'm not looking forward to my first day on the job working with Marshall. He is so angry at me but he doesn't even know why I left, Deshaun does and he has been egging me on to telling Marshall about it but after how Marshall spoke to me I don't think he deserves to know the truth because he is too busy being a dick instead of trying to talk to me about why I left. He has changed a lot, I love his change, he is more confident than he was as a teenager, he is very controversial, I never did know how much anger he kept inside til when I heard he first came out. I'm really proud of him, I always knew he would make it.

I get ready for work, we will be working in his studio. I'm dressed up in my regular jeans, white tank top, and hoodie. I don't care to look good for that jerk. Dre gave me one of his many cars for temporary time. He gave me his white Mercedes Benz. I get in and drive to the studio. During the night last night after I had arrived, I had a chat with Kristy, she was telling me about her day at school and how Nancy is treating her. I'm so thankful for Nancy she has helped me through so much.

I lived in this shitty apartment with Kristy and went for my job interview, I was so nervous about my interview with Nancy and she understood. Dre hadn't wanted to hire me since he thought I was unqualified for the job because of my lack of job experience but Nancy talk him into hiring me and after two months of waiting, I got the job. Nancy had hooked me up in this nice apartment I'm currently living in and said she would help pay my rent til I'm able to do it myself.

I make it to the studio and see Marshall reclined against the wall with this blonde woman. I get out of the car and walk to the door of the building, I hear giggling and now I see Marshall looking over at me as I'm about to enter the building "Yo bitch, you gon' say good morning or has Los Angeles turned you into a cocky cunt" I see Kim smirking at me "Good morning" I flip him the bird "Somebody developed some balls, I remember you were a weak ass as a teenager" Kim snickers at me "Do that one more time, you'll be missing a finger" Marshall threatens "Your piercing looks so good" I smile at him "The fuck?" He looks confused "I wouldn't mind ripping it off your ear, I'm sure you'd look good with half an ear" I smirk at him "You are gonna regret you ever said that you fucking bitch" Marshall hiss "Ooo I'm so scared" I laugh.

I enter the building and see Proof and Denaun in the common room. I also see this other blonde girl making herself coffee "Good morning guys" I smile at them "Oh my god Amanda" Denaun walks over to me and gives me a hug "How are you? It's been years" We both let go of the hug "I'm good, how are you?" I ask him "The best, hey, I heard what went down between you and your dad" He whispers to dad to me "I'm sorry" I glare at Deshaun "He told you" I say shocked "He sang that shit like a bird" Denaun laughs and sits me down next to him "I'm surprised you agreed to come back to Detroit" Denaun wraps his arms around me "It's only for work" I tell him "I get that but it's still a big step" Denaun smiles at me "Aren't you worried your dad will find out?" He asks me and I roll my eyes "I get asked this a lot; no I'm not fucking worried if he'll find out and how would he anyway? We haven't heard from each other in years, I doubt he'll know I'm back in Detroit" I say clearly annoyed "Yeah I guess you are right"

I see this blonde girl with blue eyes walks over to me with a smile "Hi I'm Dina Rae, what's your name?" She asks me "Amanda" I smile at her "Nice to meet you" She says "I'm throwing a party at a local strip club in Downtown Detroit, would love for you to join all of us" Dina hands me a card with the location of the strip club "It's VIP only" She winks at me "You'll get special treatment because you'll be fucking with the coolest people ever" She smirks at me "I'll think about it" I nod "If you decide to come, the details are on the card" I hear the door open and in comes Marshall "Yo Dina, why the fuck you talking to that tramp?" Marshall asks her as he glares at me "Was just inviting her to the party I'm throwing" Dina tells Marshall "You want to invite the biggest slut in Michigan" Marshall glares at me "Yo doodie, stop it man" I don't say anything because I can't find the words "Amanda looks like a nice girl" Dina defends me "You don't fucking know her the way I fucking know her" Dina looks confused "We knew each other when we were teenagers" I stand up and walk over to Marshall

"She stomped all over my fucking heart" Marshall raises his voice "Did you cheat?" Dina asks me "No I left Michigan" I tell Dina "Then why are you so angry she moved on with her life?" Dina asks him confused "She never said goodbye to me, I never heard from her ever again" I glare at him "You want to talk about me stomping on your heart? You fucking kissed Kim in my kitchen during my graduation party" I raise my voice and he smirks at me "The kiss was so good, was about ready to fuck her" I slap him hard, it leaves my handprint on his cheek and I hear Dina gasp "I'm out of here" I grab my bag "Amanda" I hear Denaun call my name as I leave the common room "I'll handle it" I hear Deshaun say.

I recline myself against the wall breathing in the fresh air, letting the sun hit my face. I don't know how I'm gonna be able to get back in there after what went down. I wish Cole was here "The fuck was that all about?" Deshaun asks me "Marshall knows how to get under my skin" I sigh "He does that to everyone, girl" Deshaun chuckles "I don't find it very funny" I glare at him "I'm sorry" Deshaun clears his throat "Is that true? Did you see Marshall and Kim make out in your kitchen" I furrow my eyebrows at him "Marshall confirmed it already" I close my eyes

"Marshall usually lies about shit like this, he lies about his relationship with Kim even though those two are like Jekyll and Hyde" Deshaun laughs "Deshaun, I came out here to relax I don't feel like talking about Marshall and Kim's relationship" I look at Deshaun "If you keep dragging this out it's just gonna get worse" Deshaun warns me "I don't care" I give him a short answer "I'm saying this as your friend" Deshaun sighs "I know, I just can't tell him" I look down "At some point, you will" Deshaun says "Mmhh" I close my eyes again "I'll be inside, come up when you are ready" I nod and Deshaun leaves.

I head back inside the building, I walk inside the common room and everyone is chatting. I see Marshall sat with Deshaun, Denaun and Dina "Hey girl" Dina smiles at me "Hi" I stand awkwardly as Marshall gives me a cold glare "Come sit" Dina pats on the empty spot on the sofa "Sure" I sit down "Don't worry about him, he always has a stick up his ass" Dina whispers to me and I bite my bottom lip to keep myself from laughing "If you decide to come to the strip club with us I'll hook you up with some of my sexy male friends" Dina smirks at me "I can't do that, I have a boyfriend" I chuckle "Is he hot?" Dina asks me "Speak for yourself" I show her a picture of Cole "If you weren't dating him, I'd suck his dick so good" Dina smirks at the picture of Cole "Dina" My eyes widen "You know it's true" Dina laughs "What's his name?" She asks me "Cole" I smile at her "A sexy name on a sexy man" Dina bites her bottom lip still having the same smirk

"Dina, the only motherfucker that's sexy is me" Marshall smirks "Marshall, you look like you fell out of a camels ass" I laugh at what Dina says about Marshall "Shut the fuck up, you dirty bitch, you know I'm motherfucking sexy" Marshall glares at me "What the fuck you laughing at? You look like dog shit" I glare at him "Classic Marshall, nothing about you has changed except you are a bigger dick than you was as a teenager" I call him out "You wish you can have this dick" Marshall smirks at me "Whatever helps you go to sleep at night" I roll my eyes "I remember you screaming while I was fucking you" Marshall smirks "I faked it" That kills his ego "I'mma shove this dick in your mouth if you don't shut the fuck up" Marshall glares at me "Aww did it hurt your swollen ego?" I smirk at him "Kim loves it" He smirks "Of course she does, she's as stupid as you" I laugh "Someone get this bitch out of here before I fuck her up" Marshall looks around at his friends "I'm being fucking serious" Marshall glares at me "I should just go" I get up and throw my purse over my shoulder. I'm so ready to leave Michigan but I have a job to do.

I make it to my apartment for the time being and call Nancy up as I sit down on my sofa "Hey, whats up?" Nancy asks me "Terrible" I sigh "What happened?" I hear noise in the background, she is at work "Should I call you later since you are busy?" I ask her "No I have time for you, so what's going on?" She asks me. I explain to her everything that happened at work "You should have punched him in the face" She sounds kinda angry "And risk getting fired, I can't do that" I shake my head "I know" She sighs "This week is gonna be hell for me" I tell her "You wanna know what will make your week easier; tell him" Nancy advises "There is no way in hell I'm going to tell him after what went down"

I refuse to tell him "He is only being this way towards you because he is angry at you for leaving him" Nancy explains "I know that but I can't tell him" I shake my head "You can't or you won't or you are just not ready" Nancy chuckles "I'm not ready, Denaun and Deshaun knows but they both want me to tell him as soon as possible" I lay down on my sofa "You should" She says "I need to go, Jimmy needs to see me" Nancy says her bye to me and I hang up. I am not gonna tell him.

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