'Til We Meet Again Book 2

Chapter 32

Another short chapter I'm sorry guys :(

 Today is my first day back at work, I try to do a little makeup and wear something nice to make myself look presentable, I don't want anyone in the studio to know just how badly affected I am and I certainly don't want anyone to know what happened. I wanted Dre to be the only person who knows what happened since I trust him, he has proved to me time and time again I can trust him.

Cole never met my mom and my brother and I don't want him to anymore. I walk out to the living room to grab my purse and keys so I can drive but suddenly my door to my apartment swings open and in comes angry Cole "Amanda, for fuck sakes, can you please just talk to me?" I stand still not moving a muscle because I'm in pure shock at him standing in my living room. He walks over to me with a frown "Amanda, I know I don't deserve it for what I said to you but will you please just give me another chance man, you're fucking killing me" He places his hand on my shoulder but I quickly push them off

"Cole, I can't I'm not ready" I sigh "Woah, wh- what do you want from me, Amanda? I have apologized to you every day for two months and you ignored me, do you want me to shout from the top of my lungs for everyone to know what a dick I am?" Cole asks me "No" I yell "Then what?" Cole yells at me "You're driving me crazy, you have no idea how much I fucking love you" Cole yells "and I love you so much" Cole takes a few steps closer to me and cups my cheeks with both hands "Then why won't you give me another chance?" He asks me softly "You got a lap dance from a stripper and enjoyed it, you also called me a fucking bitch in front of my friends and Marshall" I say disappointed "and if I could take it back I would but I can't" I don't say anything because there is nothing to say.

Cole places his lips on mine and kisses me, we share a long and tender kiss, he pulls away "Believe that I love you" He caresses my cheek softly as he looks deeply into my eyes "I need more time" I remove his hands from my cheeks and Cole looks regretful, I can tell he regrets what he did "I'm sorry" I say with a low voice "You don't need to apologize, I did this to us" Cole takes a few steps back and leaves my apartment. I hear him punch the wall as I now break down in tears.

I cry for a few seconds and pick myself up, I wipe the tears from my eyes and gather my things. I head down to the studio and walk inside, I keep my head low as I don't want anyone to see me with bloodshot eyes "Amanda" I hear Nancy say my name, I look up at her only to see her walk over to me and give me a tight hug "I missed you so much" I hug her back "I missed you too" I say in a low voice. I sit down with Nancy opposite her around the table in the common room keeping my head low "What happened to you? You haven't been at work for two months" Nancy asks me

"I can't talk about it" I tell her keeping my responses short since I don't have the energy to talk "Amanda, I'm your best friend, you can tell me anything" Nancy cocks her head to the side and gives me a soft smile "Nancy, I can't talk about it" I shake my head "Amanda-" I cut her off "For fuck sake Nancy I said I can't" I yell and glare at her, I see her lean back on her chair as everyone now is staring at us "It's so annoying how fucking nosey you are" I get up and throw my purse over my shoulder "Coming here was a mistake" I race over to the door and hear Dre clear his voice "Where are you going, Amanda?" Dre asks me "Home, I'm still not well" I turn around to face Dre and he nods "I just want to tell you in two days time we are going back to Detroit to talk about the tour" My eyes widen "I can't go" I shake my head

"Look I get Em was a dick to you but this is part of your job, this isn't a social call, it's business" Dre explains "Fine" I don't have the energy to put up a fight, I just wanna go home. I don't have the energy to do anything, I just want to go home and take a nap. 

Amanda is in a really bad mood