Chris
"Anong pinagusapan natin sir?" Tanong ko sa kanya. Napatingin siya sa akin, nakita ko kung pano gumalaw ang adams apple niya.
"You know about us? Being.... Together.. again?"
"Ohhh!" So hindi pala talaga panaghinip iyong nangyari kahapon.
"Here I have something for you" may kinuha siya sa back seat na box at isang bouquet na flower. Binigay niya sakin iyon. "I know that I have been being an asshole but I wanted to say sorry"
"You know, you don't have to do this. Isa pa, can we just go back to what we used to be? I'm not use to seeing you acting like a good person all of a sudden. You don't have to force yourself to love me when in fact you just like me as Gabriel's look a like. I know that I can't replace Gabriel in your heart. What I did last night was the biggest mistake I have done" napabuntong hininga kami pareho.
May konting pressure na namumo sa paligid namin.
"If we want to continue this. We must have an agreement" titig parin sa akin si sir Hans.
"What kind of agreement?" Sabi niya, a hint of frustration in his voice or maybe it was something else.
"You know the fact that I like what we're doing in bed and you said that this feeling of wanting each other might be gone. You said, like this feeling of wanting you have an expiration and I'm hoping that it will come true before Gabriel come back" hinawakan Niya Ang kamay ko pero kinalas ko iyon. " I want to explore things. I want to experience things, and I can't do that if you're going to restrict me of doing anything. So I need you to stop acting like a boyfriend. If we're fuck buddies, fuck buddies lang nothing more. Kung babayaran mo ako hanggan doon nalang yon, sana Hindi mo controlin ang Buhay ko at kung sino ang taong magugustuhan ko"
"If that's what you want. I'll try my best not to react when someone's flirting with you"
Bumuntong hininga Siya.
"Anyway, Just so you know, I was planning on forgetting Gabriel and give us a shot" napatingin ako sa kanya. Aaminin ko, it was nice to hear pero not again. Hindi ako aasa.
"You know, forgetting someone is a long time process. Hindi mo yon magagawa na parang magic. It's nice to hear that you want to give us a shot but you don't have to do it, kung mahal mo pa si Gabriel ipagpatuloy mo, you don't force it magkukusa yan." tiningnan ko siya ng seryoso.
"Gusto mo ba talagang kalimutan Ang lalaking una mong minahal?" Hindi ako kumurap, nagaantay sa sagot Niya. Pero ilang sigundo na Ang lumipas at Wala paring akong narinig na sagot.
"Do you think you can forget Gabriel?"
"Yes" Sabi niya pero alam ko kung gaano kahirap niyang sambitin iyon.
Ngumiti lamang Ako. Hindi ko talaga mapalitan si Gabriel sa puso ni sir Hans. Even if I can their will always be a place in his heart for Gabriel and I completely understand that I can't compete with him.
"Whatever your decision is, I just want you to know that it's okay. That it's okay okay that you only like me, and it's okay to stop acting, like you love me" Hindi ako naiiyak ng sinabi ko iyon. Nanginginig Ako pero malakas Ang loob ko.
"Not that I don't love you Chris"
"You don't have to be nice cause I don't need that. What I need right know is to figure out what I really am , and I need you for that. We don't have to complicate things. We're just two souls needing from each other but that's all"
"Bakit mo ito ginagawa?" Namimilog Ang mata ni sir Hans. Parang naging emosyonal na Siya ngayon.
I love sir Hans. Nasaktan Ako pero mahal ko na Siya. Gusto ko lang Gawin to for assurance. There is no permanent in this world, lahat mawawala, sana itong pagmamahal ko din sa kanya. There's an expiration date for all things. This feeling have to have an expiration date. Para walang masaktan sa huli.
"Is it because you're convincing yourself that someday you're gonna lost your interest?" Tanong nito dahilan para tumango ako.
"Ginanaya lang kita. We can do this until we'll get tired of each other. I'm sure will get tired to each other cause we're not compatible. You're a smart asshole and I'm a dumb boy"
"I'm sure that I'll get tired of loving you sir Hans it may not now but there's a time for that. I just hope that I can do that before Gabriel come back" tiningnan niya lang ako. Hindi ko man lang mabasa ang anong iniisip niya ngayon
Biglang dinikit ni sir Hans Ang aming mga labi. Sinopsop Niya Ang mga labi ko. Nag espahan Ang mga dila Namin. Naghahalikan kami hanggang sa kailangan na naming huminto para huminga.
"So you love me?" Tanong nito sakin matapos kaming maghalikan.
"Sort of?" Ngumiti lamang Siya. Tapos hinalikan Ako ulit.
"After the long dramatic speech in the end you're going to confess that you love me" natatawang Sabi ni sir Hans. Nangungutya.
"Well. I will get tired of loving you" Sabi ko.
"You should do it fast... Cause I want to make an effort for us. It may take a long time to forget him but I will" Sabi nito in a factual tone.
Hindi ko nalang mapigilang mapangiti na din.
"Hindi ako aasa. Yon parin Ang Plano ko, mapapagod din Tayo sa isat Isa"
"So agree Kaba sa agreement natin?"
Tumango lamang Siya.
"Nice.. does this mean we're in an open relationship?"
"Guess we are" sagot Niya tapos hinalikan na Naman Ako.
To be continued...
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