Restricted (Michael Clifford)

'I wish you were dead!'

Zoe's POV

Waking up the morning of my wedding was strange. Keeping the fact I know he's secret of him sleeping with some other girl was hard because he was trying to be cute and loving with me but I was just being awkward around him.

"I'll see you later...When you'll finally be Mrs.Clifford" He smiled then kissed my forehead and I smiled slightly.

Once I heard the door slam I finished my make up and put on my dress which was only a simply white straight dress. We didn't want to make a huge deal out of things.

I spray my hair so it had extra volume the took a deep breath putting on my necklace.

My mum already had Lily and was waiting for us at the registry office with our friends.

I picked up my phone and car keys then began to drive. The whole drive there all I could think about was that photo. How it felt like my whole world had completely been crushed.

Was he really that annoyed and mad that he had to go cheat on me with some stripper from a club?

I thought he was better than this.

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I got to the registry office and took a deep breath. 

I can't do this. Knowing what he's done. Knowing someone else's hands have been all over him. I can't do it. Some other girl has been with him right after we've had an argument. He was drunk. Maybe she forced him?

Stop lying to yourself Zoe.

I told myself.

Whatever happens I have to face the people that have came to see us all happy and in love. 

"You can do it" I whispered to myself then walked in.

I saw him straight away. He was smarter than I thought he would be. He had a suit on which looked nice on him. 

The only people there was my Mum, Ellie,Lilly, my mums new husband, Luke, Calum and Ashton. So they came after all.

Surprisingly they were wearing suit as well.

I swear I saw a tear leave his eye.

"Just breathe...Just breathe...It's going to be okay" I whispered to myself then soon got up and in front of Michael.

"You look so beautiful" He smiled.

"Thanks" I said with a small smile.

The registrar said all his speeches the finally let us do ours.

"Michael Clifford, do you take Zoe Sugg to be your wedded wife, to live together in marriage?  Do you promise to love her, comfort her, honor and keep her for better or worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and health, and forsaking all others, be faithful only to her, for as long as you both shall live?" The registrar said.

'Be only faithful to her' bullshit.

"I do" He breathed out and my breath hitched.

"Zoe Sugg, do you take Michael Clifford to be your wedded husband, to live together in marriage?  Do you promise to love him, comfort him, honor and keep him for better or worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and health, and forsaking all others, be faithful only to him, for as long as you both shall live?" He repeated the same to me.

"I-I-I...I can't" I shook my head and everyone that was there gasped.

"Zoe? What do you mean?" He rushed looking immediately hurt.

"I know what you did...And I can't marry you after knowing this" I said then ran out.

The warm summer air hit me instantly as I took deep breaths and tried to hold in my tears.

"Zoe? What was that about?" I turned to see Michael looking hurt.

"I know that you cheated on me while you were out the other night...I saw the pictures" I said with a shake in my voice.

"Please understand that-" He started but I cut him off.

"Understand what? Understand that you was so annoyed with me that you had to go cheat on me with some random girl that has probably had more boys than I've had dinners" I snapped.

"Don't do this...It was a drunken mistake" He said with a stray tear running down his face.

"How many drunken mistakes are you going to make? I can't be with you anymore...I can't deal with you" I started to cry myself now.

"Please don't do this...You know how much you mean to me and how much I love you...I'd kill for you...I'd honestly do anything for you" He said walking closer but then stopped himself.

"But that's all you care about! Breaking the law! How am I meant to raise a child if we're going to have the police on our case? Don't you remember what happened a few months ago? That we nearly lost her because of your drugs! Next time I might not be able to get her back!" I yelled "I that what you want!" I yelled even louder causing my throat to hurt.

"No but I wish you'd just-" He tried to say but I cut him off again.

"I wish you were dead!" I yelled with tears falling uncontrollably.

"You don't mean that" He said sternly.

"I don't know what I mean anymore" I cried but then ran to the car.

I dried my tears before driving to my dads with mine and Lilly's stuff in the back. I'll come back later to pick her up but I really just want to get sorted at his before anything else.

With all them thoughts clouding my head I soon couldn't see straight.

I was about to pull out at the junction, looking both ways before so but I heard some beeping and it was too late to turn back.

The large van had collided with my car knocking it over and letting it tumble around until it finally stopped.

And that was the last thing I remembered.

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CLIFFORD HANGER

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