The Beautiful Memories

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I am in silence with Casper

"For now on, Casper I'm gonna take you everywhere" I pet him. He jumps on the couch with me, I put on something to watch "ahhhh... back to normal" I stretch and yawn and slowly let Casper

"I missed this," I say while watching tv. I almost fell asleep until my phone buzzed...

I pick it up. it's from Kenley

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Kenley
I heard you got shot for your dog

Yeah, so what?

You must love that ugly fat bitch

Don't call my dog a fat bitch, you're the ugly fat bitch

Ive got something for you. Cafe 5pm

Ive got something for you too.
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She's gonna regret this

It's 4:37 and I'm getting ready

I slid a knife into my pocket ... if she tries to I'll just say I was defending myself.

I drive to the cafe to see her. I make sure she doesn't see my car looked like she didn't. I walk up to her

"What do you want?" I say "I want you to have a bloody nose" she tries to hit me in the face but I grab her fist and bring her to the ground. I take out my knife threatening her "This is what I had for you." I say in a very serious tone

"Im just defending myself" I press the knife against her throat "Let me go! PLEASE!" She starts screaming for help. no one is even really around

"Leave me alone! You crazy bitch!" She yells

"No" I slice her throat and she falls to the ground... I look at her dead body

I have to clean up this mess

I drag her body into a dumpster and try to clean up the blood.. it looks noticeable but I'll be fine.. at least I think or I hope

I drive home.

I didn't cover it up too much so I expected to be caught.

I got home ... home sweet home

I pet Casper like nothing ever happened.

I hope they don't get into her phone and see those messages or I'm done for..! 

They might find it though that's the problem

It'll be ok... I think...!

—days later—

My mom was at my house cleaning

I was sitting with Casper watching a show.. reminding myself I killed her... her

I thought about it a lot being reminded I had killed someone...

Knocking at my door.. no one ever comes to my house ... I was terrified

My mom was going to get it and I was so scared I ran out the back door ... what if it was the police? I couldn't get caught and go to jail.. so I had to run

When I realized.. it was .. it probably wasn't the best idea to run.. but they had cameras so they saw me do all of that

Why am I so fucking dumb? I should've done better. I ran so far... I ended up deep in the woods behind my house... where do I go?

I had my phone on me which I don't think was a good idea but I called my mom.. she picked up

"Honey the police are at your house where did you go?" My mom asked, "Are they with you right now?" I ask hoping they aren't "They aren't I'm in your room," she says "Good I had to run mom.. there's a lot to explain—" she stops me "it's fine I go to go," she says while hanging up.

She texts me
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Mom
Tell me everything. -

I killed kenley

You what?! You gotta be kidding me

I had to

Honey?

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—past—

Aurelia: 10 years old

Park

"Hey, Aurelia" Kenley goes up to her "Hey Kenley," Aurelia says in a soft tone "Wanna go play with me and the other girls?" Kenley asks Aurelia "No I don't thanks. I don't want to play with them too" Aurelia says

"Oh, I see! Well, wanna play with just me?" Kenley smiles "I do!" Aurelia gets up. They play until recess is over

"Come on kids!" The teacher yells "Oh let's go Aurelia" Kenley says "We should stay" Aurelia says in a serious tone. "Why?" Kenley looks at her weirdly. "Please just this one time. I don't care if we get in trouble, let's just hide" Aurelia says not so loud

"If you want to we can!" Kenley hides with Aurelia. They both succeed without the teacher noticing "Good" Aurelia whispers "Let's play some more"

Aurelia grabs her hand, they play tag they were the best of friends.

With everything Aurelia wanted that back when she grew older... but she couldn't get over the fact she had killed her only best friend.. other than Casper

—reality—

It's super cold outside and all I am wearing is a sweater.. it better not snow anytime soon, or I might freeze to death.

I have to go back. I need to own up to it. I can't hide forever, I deserve to be in there I just killed my best friend

I ran back ...

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