The Beautiful Memories

𝘕 𝘪 𝘯 𝘦 𝘵 𝘦 𝘦 𝘯

My sister, has ended her life.

I didn't know how to react when I found out, she had died from suicide, her husband was too busy to see that she was depressed from her mother. Her husband had no time for her, they never cuddled in bed never said goodnight or I love you never ate dinner together or watched movies they never loved each other so much to have kids, she never made meals for him, never went on dates or had anything romantic

There love was gone.

She was torn everyday because of that she couldn't stop thinking about her mother and how the only person she loves didn't love her,

She died after disappearing on her husbands birthday november 16

Her husband said "Kelly, oh how I loved you," he stops for a moment "our love died, I wish I had cared enough, love, we didn't even have our own very children yet, Kelly, I... wish my children could have looked like you, I know I won't find anyone like you love, I'll find another, and never love them as much as I loved you," he sounds ashamed of himself "I don't wanna be alone and sad, as much as I miss you, you'll be my forever." He ends it off there

Couple days go by and another thing come up from her husband reporting he ended his life, a video was left behind and posted

"Kelly, I didn't know your presence was so special to me, even if we did absolutely nothing I for some reason thought that was okay. I should've done better my love. I wish I had kids and a better life than this, it's alright though. At least you became what you wanted to be and that's what mattered to me, now I'll be with you soon enough." He stops there, he realized no girl could make him happy

His name was Henry Miller, married Kelly Jane

They wanted kids, a son and a daughter

They wanted a family dog, a dog that the kids had picked so it would've been very special. They couldn't have that because he didn't pay attention more

He couldn't continue his life because of guilt, that's what made it horrible

He had made Kelly think that what they planned he didn't want anymore.

Before he had died he had a funeral for Kelly

I went, I hugged him numerous times.

I know how devastated he was, how hard it was.

But in the end Katie was there for me, she was there to help with my dogs with my old friend they got along together very well.

We all became close to be a friend group my old friend is now my best friend, her name is Amy, Amy Smith she is married and happy with only one kid. Katie Marie, she is currently single and only lives with Ollie, I noticed she is often active.

Katie brings her dog and they're all excited to see Ollie whenever he comes over, I thought Casper would be mad but no he loves it. Unless Ollie jumps on me when he's excited then Casper growls

It is fun to be with them,

"Giiiirrrrlllsss, we should get super drunk," Amy waits for a response with a big smile, Amy is the more fun type while Katie is more of the ew no only steak side while me, boring, Katie sighs "Amy you can all night but we aren't," Amy frowns "You guys never wanna do anything," she groans

"I'm boring I get it," I say laughing, we all start to laugh

Amy goes into the kitchen and pours herself a glass, "Amy are you seriously going to?" I ask her like she's crazy because she is. "Of course I can't miss out on the only night I get to do it, my husband is finally doing something. Let me have fun." She chugs it down

"Amy slow down," Katie grabs it out of her hand, "Let me do what I want!" Amy yells, she already seems drunk

"Whatever," Katie goes over to me and wraps her arm around me while we sit on the couch together

She whispers in my ear "Should we just leave her in here, go to your room?" Katie looks at Amy, Amy is the loving drunk type the only bad thing she can do is call her husband and tell him how much she loves him

"Sure why not," I smile, I felt something between me and Katie but I wasn't sure. "Wait oh damn sorry Aurelia but, I don't trust Amy out here," she stops me when I get up

Damn it

I wanted to be alone with her

"Fine then I'll get drunk too," I said that without thinking, I grab the bottle Amy sees me "Yesss... go...! Aurelia," Amy looks like she can barely stand up

I chug... chug...

It was spicy... I couldn't remember anything

Until I woke up on my bed

Someone was next to me, I couldn't tell I took off the covers off of them and... Katie was

Naked

And so was I... I quickly turned away covering myself

I poked her "Katie, Katie, Katie," I kept saying her name until she woke up "Hm? I'm awake," she groans

"Could you please tell me why you are naked," I still am looking away "Oh shit..." she notices what was going on

"Aurelia you got super drunk, have you ever?" Katie asks me, when she did I already knew I did something bad

"Aurelia you... you told me weird stuff," she gets up, I turn red in embarrassment scared to even know what she is going to say "You said you loved me and wanted to have sex with me, you wanted to kiss me all over feel me," Katie stops for a moment and continues "That turned me on, Aurelia we had sex..." I can feel her looking at me

"You're lying," I couldn't belief myself  "I'm not," it goes silent after she says that

My mind goes all over the place and all I can say is "I am so sorry." She grabs onto my shoulders and holds onto my face, she makes me lay down and gets on top of me, "Now was that all true?" She stares at me

"We all have to be honest," I nervously laugh "yes it was." She looks shocked it was silent for a moment

"Aurelia..." she stops and then continues "I don't like you, we are nothing more than friends, I hope this doesn't change anything," she says is quietly like someone would hear

"Then why'd you have sex with me?" She gets off of me and she gets covered up in the blanket. She looks at me "Like I said it... turned me on," she looks away and at the ground to find her clothes, "Could you look away?" She sits on the bed with the blanket still on "Yeah of course." I sit there in silence, the rustling of clothes

"I'm sorry Aurelia, I didn't know you were into me like that," she puts her shoes on, I turn around to look at her "It's fine—" she cuts me off "You are unbearably skinny, do you eat?" She asks me a question I didn't know how to respond to it

I opened my mouth and closed it again I didn't know what to say no one has asked me that before, "Rough time that's all, well let's not get to that and get you home." I changed subjects so she wouldn't ask anymore questions about it

"Why did you change subjects?" She comes up to me the blanket falls down my shoulders, I stare at her "I didn't," her eyes are like amber, she hugs me.

My literal naked body.

"Don't lie to me," she stops hugging me and holds my face, "you're going go be just fine," she gets up and grabs her bag

I watch her as she walks out

After she does I cry, she saw the thing I wanted to keep hidden. My naked body

I hated how skinny I was,

I decided that I needed to eat more and more and more... and ... more