The Beautiful Memories

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I checked my phone and realized it's Casper's birthday

I had three dogs with me, I tried to feed them everyday and I do.

I wanted to get them out of the house so I decided that I should go to a dog park with them,

I had a pink blue and black leash, I got the blue and black for my dogs and my mother had already a leash for princess

I gave Princess the pink one Bear the black one and Casper the blue one

I got all ready and headed out, I walked to the dog park it wasn't far from my house at all

There was many dogs but mine were very friendly, I still had them on leashes

They were all together exploring.

I was happy to see them happy

A girl with dark drown silky hair long and looks like it was just done. She has athletic clothes on and looks like she just went for a run, she walked up to me and pointed at my dogs and asked "Is that all of your dogs?" I look at her and respond "Yes, well my mothers was that brown one her name is Princess," she looks confused "Where's your mother?" She asks I don't respond for a moment and finally say "She passed away," I stare at the dog

She doesn't respond for a moment "Oh I'm sorry I didn't know—" I stop her "It's fine don't worry about it," I say following the dogs as she follows me with her dog

Her dog looked like a border collie
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"What kind of dog is that?" I ask her "Oh he's a collie, his name is Ollie. Get it." she has a soft laugh

I ask her another thing "What's your name also?" She looks at me and responds "It's Kiara, what's yours?" She asks me "Oh it's Aurelia," I say and she stops for a moment and I look at her confused "That is a gorgeous name, I've never heard of it," she smiles at me

She thought my name was gorgeous

I have a big smile but I've always hated name because my mother named me and I hated her or people would call me unusual because my mom wanted me to be "different"

"I like you, could we be friends?" She asks me "Yes." I say in a relief I wanted to ask her but I was too shy I'm glad she did first

She got out her phone from her back pocket and handed me it she had me type in my phone number

"I'll text you," she gives me a slight smile and walks away, her dog is so polite while mine are just exploring beasts.

I stared at her while she walked away

After she did I was left with my mind and my dogs. Negative thoughts filled my mind

The only thing keeping me alive was my dogs, if I ended it then no one would care.

I sat in the shade on a nice dark bench, a soft breeze glides along my face slightly flowing through my hair while I stare at the sky the clear blue sky.

It was peaceful, my dogs were tired

They all lay down, panting.

I doze off and realize how long I've been here, I needed to get going.

I wanted to take them all somewhere for a treat, I took them to get a pup cup

I thought it would be fun, each had one and one at a time, first Casper the birthday boy second Bear and last Princess

It was nice to get out and do things, when we got home I felt so good inside

I needed that I should do it more often but these dogs are a lot to take care of,

I decided to get a babysitter, an old friend of mine we talk once in a while.

She agreed immediately when I asked so I was grateful for that

I need time for myself no matter how much I love my dogs I need space, time and no worries. I'm glad she can help once in a while, she isn't married or has kids. She works and mostly has a lot of time on her hands, I thought it'd be perfect

I recently started to work again a small part time job, it was painting it was all I wanted to do when I was younger I was skilled but no one knew or even tried to notice

It was I drew numerous pictures for them like, theirselves, their dog, their cat, their daughter or son or maybe even a cherished item anything

I enjoyed that a lot throughout that Katie texted me a lot came over to my house, I was feeling happy, was my life going good—

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