The Beautiful Memories

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I started to cry, this can't be real.

I call the police I could barely even talk. They brought her car to the police station and made sure I was safe with my dogs.

Bear and Casper cuddled up with me while we waited,

Days and days and days went by,

We were safe to go home and I felt destroyed.

My eyes felt heavy, I felt like I cried for centuries, my mind was all over the place. I did not want to live, my mom was my best friend even though we didn't have a great relationship I still loved her.

—past—

Aurelia: 10

Somewhere out, together

"I love you so much sweetheart" her mom says while looking at her "I love you too" Aurelia says smiling.

They laughed and played together. They did all kinds of things

"Mom" Aurelia gets her moms attention "Yes honey?" Her mom looked at her "This is so much fun can we do it again?" Aurelia says "Yes of course honey!" Her mom goes

Aurelia felt like her mom was her only friend, she was. She had no one else.

They had fights but they loved each other dearly. It was sad to see one go.

—reality—

I burst into tears, I try not to think about the things we have done together, but I still cannot believe she is gone.

I don't even know what I will do.

No one will check up on me anymore.

I'm so sorry mom, for everything I have done. And I forgive you everything you have done I wish we could've spent your last moments together.

This is all my fault, my mom is gone because I told her to go there. I PUT HER LIFE IN DANGER AND THIS IS WHAT I GET.

I got home feeling empty, my dogs were excited to be home and I fed them.

Was I in danger?

I had no one, my siblings hated me. But had to tell them

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Fam groupchat
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Guys, we need to talk. About mom

Kelly
What about her?

She has recently passed.

Kelly
Very funny

Daren
Lol, got me

Guys I'm being serious, I've been
through a lot and she just wanted
to help but it did cost her life. Why
would I lie about this I'm sorry ❤️

Kelly
You know what, mom
almost got rid of me and
Daren because you were
the only kid she needed I'm
sorry but I'm still awfully
bothered by this. I'm coming over I
need to see if you're lying or not.

Daren
Kellys gonna drag me in this so
I guess I'm coming too.
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Kelly, you're right but dad favorited you both and that's all I wanted.

I never heard an I love you from him.

But I'll never forget when he saved me, I still don't know why, he hated me.

My eyes stung from all the crying, I felt terrible.

The door opens

"Just welcoming yourself in?" I ask "Yep, now we need to talk." Kelly walks in with Daren "First, when we were younger we never hung out you were always alone being the worst kid possible, and this? I bet you killed mom, you're crazy. You killed both of your parents," Kelly says, my heart shatters "Now were you lying?" She asks "I'm not," I try not to cry

"I hate you, you are the worst, how could you just kill your parents like it's nothing!" She starts yelling at me almost crying "I didn't even kill her!" I yell at her and everyone goes silent

"How else would've happened? You admitted to it!" She keeps yelling at me, I was trying to convince myself I didn't do it, I didn't mean to.

"It was by accident, I told her to go to this place and there was gunshots, she got shot." I cry I couldn't hold it in I loved her with everything.

We all just started crying.

Daren smacks me "How could you put her in danger like that? You see how that turned! She could've still have been here if it weren't for you," Daren yells at me "Guys why are we even fighting? Our mom just died. "Our mom? It seems like she was really only yours! She would never pay attention to us," Kelly goes on

"Look, I know but it was because I wasn't ok, I wasn't right don't you guys understand?" I say crying "You still aren't right, you piece of shit," Daren says getting mad with me

I wanted to die, they hated me for life

—past—

Aurelia: 8

In the house

"Mama, where's sissy and bubba?" Aurelia asks her mother "They're with grandma," she answers "Why?" Aurelia asks again "Because all I need is you" She responds to Aurelia

She didn't want the responsibility to raising 3 kids so she kept her youngest and made her mom raise her others, she was a terrible mother

She didn't know how to handle Aurelia barely, it was very tiring but she loved Aurelia and Aurelia didn't love her until she got older she realized and started to try to

"Mama I'm bored I wanna play with bubba and sissy" Aurelia says pulling on her shirt while she drinks water "Honey I told you, they're with grandma" Aurelia mom says "That's no fair I wanna be with grandma" Aurelia whines "We can't right now me and grandma aren't in a good relationship right now honey just ho play with your new dolls" Aurelia's mom picks her up and brings her to her room to play by herself

Aurelia was always lonely and tried to never bug her mom.

—reality—

I wanted to be with my mother.

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