Adopted

Seventeen

Smut
Xavier

I smiled seductively at the moaning boy underneath me as I pounded in and out of him making up for what was lost.

"Are you enjoying this, babe?" I asked.

"Yes! Oh fuck! Yes!" Logan moaned. "Xavier! I'm fucking close. Ahhh!"

He moaned loudly as he came. I did soon after him and slowly pumped in and out of him as I rode out my orgasm.

I collapsed beside Logan and grabbed his waist holding him tightly as I brought the covers up to cover us up.

"I love you, babe," I said.

"I love you too," Logan said kissing my lips.

"I'm sorry I hurt you," I said.

"Stop," I said. "Don't talk about that. I love you, I never wanna think about that day."

"Sorry," I said.

Logan placed his hand on my cheek and smiled at me.

"Logan! Your mom is having a baby!"

Logan jumped up after calling an okay to my dad and quickly grabbed his clothes.

"Can you drive me, Xavier?" Logan asked.

"Of course!" I said.

We drove down the street and the only thing I could think of was the day I had hurt my baby.l and how he had so freely taken me back.

Was it because of pity? Was he afraid I would attempt suicide again? Did he feel guilty as if my suicide was his fault?

"Baby?" I asked.

"Yeah?" Logan asked looking at me through his beautiful blue eyes.

"I love you," I said.

"I love you too," Logan said leaning over the console and kissed the corner of my mouth.

We arrived at the hospital and ran in. We spotted Natalia and Valery and ran to them.

"Where are they?" Logan asked.

"In the delivery room," Valery said.

"Logan!" Natalia said clinging to her brother.

"Hey, lil sis, it's alright," Logan said with a glim in his eyes.

"I should go," I said. "No," Logan said grabbing my hand. "Stay with me."

We all sat on the chairs, Logan gripped my hand with a death grip as if he was afraid I would leave him.

The doctor walked up to us and frowned.

"Are you here for Axl Rose?" The doctor asked.

"Well, him and my mom should be here. They're having a baby," Logan said.

"Did you not hear. They were in a car crash. Stacey and the baby are alright. But we don't know if Axl will make it," the doctor said. "We're still working with him. But the mom and baby are in room 123 when you're ready."

Logan leaped to his feet and ran out of the hospital.

"Go talk to him, I'm going to see mom and the baby," Valery said.

I nodded and rand outside and couldn't find Logan anywhere. He couldn't be too far.

I jumped in my car and drove down the road looking for him.

I finally found him by the cemetery sobbing his poor heart out by his dad's grave as if he was reliving the death of his dad all over again.

"Logan," I said taking my jacket off and placing it on his as it started to rain.

"Come on, let's get back home," I said.
"No! Leave me alone!" Logan screamed as he squeezed his eyes shut.

"Logan, babe, it's cold. You'll catch get sick!" I said.

"I don't care, go away!" Logan said.

"Come on, Logan, I'm sure Axl will be fine. Let's go," I said grabbing his arm.

"Xavier! STOP!" Logan screamed.

"Logan," I said softly.

"Just go away, please, leave me alone. I don't wanna be with you anymore Xavier. I'm sorry. Too much is happening. I wanna be left alone," Logan said.

"You told me you love me... Did you not mean it?" I asked.

Logan didn't answer.

"I love you, Logan, more than you'll ever know," I said.

And then I left and I didn't turn around and go back.

Axl ended up being fine but Logan never came back to me like I thought he would.

He stopped working at the coffee shop and never said a word to me again.

He never said a word to anyone again.

He stopped talking. Again

I was slowly going downhill. And became my old self.n

Again.