Epilogue

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That day...after Joongi Oppa broke up with me...I really did plan to go to America. I wanted to find him again...to be with him.

I took my ticket to the airport...and checked in and everything. But as I was sitting down, I realized that...after everything...that maybe Joongi and I really weren't meant to be. So why was Joongi sent to me then?

Even now, a year later, I still think about why. If I was meant to be with Jungkook, what was the purpose for Joongi? For him to be broken hearted? For me to feel guilty inside? For what?

For me, meeting Joongi could be considered one of the most important things in my life. He helped me in more ways than possible. For one, he had showed me that I could be happy even after everything that had happened to me before. He was able to show me that I can learn to open up to others when I thought I could never again. All those times that I needed someone there for me, he was it. He helped me survive...and also taught me how to live...

Joongi Oppa also learned many things from this experience. He was a person who was not used to fighting for anything. He was the type who basically had everything handed to him. In a way, he was spoiled. Not like those little kids who yelled and cried when their parents didn't get them a toy. I mean in a way that he didn't have to sweat for anything. He grew up in a upper-middle class family. He had money for warm clothes, a nice house, and a family that loved each other. He always did well in school. He was one of those types of people who didn't need to study hard to get good grades. He was born smart.

He was also very handsome so he didn't exactly have any trouble finding girlfriends. Except when it came to me. I guess I could say that I taught him that not everything in life is easy and that you can't have everything you want just because you want it. I was a challenge to him. I didn't mean it to be like that, but turned out like it. I guess it could have been called a lesson in life...

Joongi Oppa is a very smart and handsome guy. Maybe I wasn't the one for him...but I'm sure he will find his soulmate.

As for Arin and Soobin...they are still together. Their lost baby was never far from their minds. They helped each other through it together. I have a really good feeling that they would be together forever. Of course they have their little fights and disagreements, but they are each others soulmate. They can overcome anything they want to...

Hyeri and Seokjin are married now. In the past, I would've said that Hyeri and Taehyung belonged together forever...but now, I actually feel differently. Seokjin-ssi isn't a bad person. Now that I look at them...maybe they were right for each other after all. When I see them talking and smiling and playing together...it reminded me of how I was with Jungkook.

Taehyung Oppa wasn't as heartbroken as I thought he would be. Actually...I think he managed to get over Hyeri. He was there at the wedding...and he also brought his new girlfriend, Jisoo. She was cute and pretty and had a really good attitude and personality. Everyone loved her at once, even Hyeri. I have a feeling that Taehyung and Jisoo would be together for a long time.

As for Jimin...he met a nice girl who also worked for his team, Nayeon I believe her name was. They just started dating three months ago. Jimin used the excuse that he was 'taking it slow' since they knew each other for nine months already. They get into more arguments than any other couple I know. But I guess that it could be a sign of attraction...

If you're wondering about Eunha...she is getting help. Her mom begged Arin and Soobin not to press charges as planned. I didn't push Arin not to press charges, but I didn't force it either. It was her choice and she was angry enough to make Eunha's mom get down onto her knees to beg. After much pleading and crying, Arin finally agreed not to press charges against Eunha if she got the help she needed. Another thing Arin made her promise was that Eunha couldn't come in at least one mile of Jungkook and me. She was admitted into a mental institution a while back and is still there right now. I heard she was doing much better now...

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