𝕞𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕤 𝕚𝕟 𝕓𝕖𝕥𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕟 || 𝚅𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚎 𝙷𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚛

15. "they pull us away from each other."

Gigi's pov

I decided to come back home because I didn't want stay in someone else's home without them. And I didn't want to be a stress to Joy, she seems like an amazing person. She came out of the kitchen like she was about to go home and then she saw me on the couch. She was very sweet to me and I understood she had to stay for me. So I told her I was leaving, so she would get to rest at home too.  I had to walk home because there wasn't anyone to take me home, but now lying on my bed I feel relaxed. I pick which book to read from my library on play books and listen to music with my headphones. One of my favourite ways to be. You know, bad bitches need some rest too.

10 minutes in and I hear some noises from the living room. I get a bit scared so I take away one headphone to hear what it is. I still can't understand so I just pause the music.

I hear Lena's voice. She's talking to someone. Vinnie. I don't feel like getting up to just to say hi. Whenever she realizes I'm home she'll come. I get back to my reading. My favourite book from all time. Murder Most Unladylike. I remember the first time I read it, I was at the edge of my seat. I loved it. It's one of the books that made realize reading is fun. Lena likes english literature. Gross. They're as boring as fuck. With their english that's literally upside down.

Then everything goes silent so I can finally continue reading peacefully.

I love that Lena has made a really close friend in such little time, most especially since Mia doesn't really like, so if she hadn't made a friend and had to hang out with us, she would have been really uncomfortable. Then again, the only reason Mia doesn't like her is because she hangs out too much with Vinnie and she feels like there is something between them, but she's trying to get Vinnie with Amira. I told her she shouldn't worry because I'm sure there is nothing going on between them. I told her about our promise just to give her a peace of mind because she didn't believe me. I don't really understand why she wants Vinnie and Amira to be together so bad. I asked her why buy she wouldn't tell me, she just laughs it off.

30 pages later, i get distracted again. Loud noises come from Lena's room. Ugh, I want to go and tell them to shut up because I'm trying to read. But I'm too lazy. Their voices keep getting louder and I don't understand what the fuck is going on. I lower the music so I can understand what their saying. I can't understand their words but I can tell they're fighting. 

Oh.

I wonder why. They're yelling at each other and they keep on getting louder. I'm worried it will get too far and something will happen. I'm not sure what I'm scared will happen.

I want to stop them but they probably wouldn't appreciate a third party.

Then everything goes silent again. Now I'm scared. What if one of them hurt the other, like phisically? And I know Lena has never hurt a fly in her life. And I don't know Vinnie.

I realize how ridiculous I sound. I try to calm down by reminding myself that it's just Lena's ptsd making me worried.

I wait a few minutes to hear if anything will happen, but I can't hear anything.

Fuck this. I'm going to check on her. I quickly put on my slippers and leave my room.

Lena's room is right in front of mine and the door is open. I take a step inside and to my horror, Lena and Vinnie are making out on her bed. When- How did they even- they were literally yelling at each other up till a 3 minutes ago. I would rather they fight than this. I'm watching her break our promise right in front of me and they are both too busy to even notice my presence. I want to yell at them to stop right now but I'm so mad and dissapointed that I can barely find any words. I can't believe she chose risking our friendship because of a guy. I watch as her hand moves to Vinnie's zipper and I can't stand whatever comes next so I say the first thing that enters my mouth, just anything to stop whatever she's planning on doing.