Cupid's Chokehold

CCH #76

Banong
2:04 PM

Gian:
Ave

Travis Avan:
Yes gi?

Gian:
Do you think I'm a jerk?

Travis Avan:
Ano

Tungkol ba 'to sa sinabi ni Andre kanina?

Gian:
Ang sama kong tao

Gulong-gulo na ako

Travis Avan:
Tell me

Gian:
I could've been there for her

Ako pa 'tong may ganang magalit sa kaniya

She's always been there for me ave, nung kailangan niya ako wala ako

Pakiramdam ko kasalanan ko

Kim has always been selfless, hanggang ngayon hindi rin niya sinabi sakin so that I won't blame myself

Travis Avan:
Nagsisisi ka ba?

Gian:
Who won't?

I should have been there, kailangan niya ako non

Sinama-sama ko pa siya sa neon

Ang saya-saya ko tuwing nandon siya sa harap nanonood satin pero wala man lang akong alam

I couldn't even protect her, parang wala akong silbi sa kaniya

Ako rin dahilan kung bakit sila nag-aaway ng daddy niya, I just made it even harder for her ave

Ang sama-sama kong tao

Nung bumalik siya imbis na sumaya after her hardships mas lalo ko lang nasaktan, lalo ko pang napahirapan

It's like after causing her physical pain I caused her emotional torture

Travis Avan:
Nobody wanted that

Hindi mo alam gi

Gian:
Yun na nga putangina

Hindi ko alam

Wala akong alam

Ako yung lagi niyang kasama non pero bakit hindi ko man lang napansin

Travis Avan:
Walang mangyayari kung sisisihin mo sarili mo

Kahit si kim hindi ka sinisisi

Gian:
Kim will never do that

Kahit na gano siya nasaktan, tanggap lang nang tanggap

Ave ang sama ko

She's fighting for her life that time while i'm here doing nothing but resenting her for leaving me

Napakaselfish ko

I've been so bad to her that even a million sorry can't make up for it

Travis Avan:
Do you regret everything?

See

You can't answer

What do you want to do now?

Gian:
I don't know

Hindi ko alam kung saan ako magsisimula

Travis Avan:
We both know you do

Make up your mind gi

Talk to kim, balita ko aalis ulit siya

And talk to wren too

Sort it out as soon as possible or better yet learn to stand up for your decision

Do it carefully, don't just make a decision you'll regret and feel guilt for the rest of your life

Gian:
Why do I have to do this

Palagi na lang akong may nasasaktan

I don't want to hurt anyone

Travis Avan:
Whatever your decision will be, may masasaktan at masasaktan ka

That's a part and consequence of the decisions you had

Kaya ang mahalaga, isipin mong mabuti kung anong gusto mong mangyari

So that if ever you hurt someone w/ your decision right now, you won't hurt someone in the future bcz of that same choice

Lagi mong sinasabi samin to, but I should say this to you right now

Don't be too hard on yourself

Pareho kayong nahirapan, hindi ibig sabihin na mas mahirap yung pinagdaanan niya e maiinvalidate na yung naranasan mo

Nahirapan ka din gi

So do what you think is right, para hindi maulit

Gian:
I'll talk to kim