Love, Deryah | Blaise Zabini

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a/n: happy christmas eveeee!!! consider this a christmas gift lol ahh. hope you all enjoy this and have fun with your families this holiday xoxo

MATURE WARNING: mention of drug and alcohol use.

i present to you...

"ruin me part 1"

blaise's pov

i'm sitting in potions, waiting for class to start- well, waiting for her to show up. she was approximately five minutes late and counting.

i found it quite ironic actually, because usually she'd be here; she was never late to class, never skipped. yet, here i was, punctual for the first time in a while, and she was late- or skipping, i had yet to find out.

six minutes. she was six minutes late now.

i began 'counting' the seconds, waiting for the seventh minute, until the classroom door swung open, and she was walking in.

and just in that moment, anger and jealousy began to fill and drown my body. this can't be happening.. were my eyes deceiving me? i knew that we weren't exactly dating, but she told me she loved me, and i still loved her. she still felt the same.. right?

she walked into class with joshua grimaldi, his arms full with her books while they laughed somewhat loudly and walked up to the teacher. if she wanted someone to carry her books, why didn't she just ask me?

i watched them approach the teacher as they tried their best to hide snickers, in order not to be questioned more than the usual procedure.

being dismissed, he walked over, placing her books on her desk while giving me a cold stare, before she pulled him away, escorting him to the door.

looking out the corner of my eye, i could see draco watching this interaction as carefully and hard as i was.

reaching the door, and opening it, joshua leaned forward, giving deryah a hug. i couldn't really get a sense of what her reaction was, but so many thoughts had swarmed in my mind.

why was he touching her? what was my deryah doing with someone else? my deryah.. she was my princess. my future. my everything. only mine. so what gave him the right to touch her? to hug her?

hearing the heels of her shoes, i tried to contain my thoughts as she came to sit down. "hey, what'd i miss?" her voice sounded breathy mixed with a tad bit of rasp like she had been exhausted; my mind could only go to the worst places, but i kept it together for the sake of letting down my guard and giving her access to my thoughts.

"you're late." the tone of my voice came out more bitter and frustrated than anticipated, causing a shocked look on her face.

"yeah, sorry, i had something to take-"

"doesn't matter. here are the notes you missed.." brushing the papers off my desk, i let her take a look at them without even looking her way.

she took the papers hesitantly, reading over them quietly. "sorry, i feel like i missed something. are you mad at me?"

"is there a reason for me to be mad?"

"no, but-"

"okay, so there's your answer." cutting her off, i got up and left to go to the library.

i could barely make my way down the hall, when she called out for me. "blaise, wait!"

i only ignored her, and sped up my pace.