It's already a bad day, I woke up, so there's that. I really did not want to be up today, I just wanted to stay in my room and relish. This is the first time I realize that this day is just the day I lost the only parent that actually cared about me, before ya know Chris.
This day sucks even more now, I really do not want to go outside the door. I went up, to go wash my face. I did not want a tear stained face. I brushed my teeth, and did all that good stuff. Slower than usual, but at least I still did it.
I didn't hear my dad up yet, so that's a good thing. I went outside to be met with balloons, I went back inside my room, and just layed there. My dad came in shortly.
"Let me tell you, that was the worst possible reaction you could have had."
"I am not in the mood for a birthday."
"But you're turning seventeen, come on. I have to tell you about your planned day."
"No."
"Come on after our talk the other night you said that you didn't have a preference of what to do for your birthday."
"I had also said the other week that I was going to cry today."
"To be fair, there was a lot going on that day."
"Yeah okay, anyway guess we're doing something today. If I decide to go to my room at any given time, don't question it. I'll either be panicking or just crying."
"Okay not cool, but understandable, and I will be having to calm you down in either case."
"Okay so what's going on today?"
"Well just a small little party, family, and then Mike and Zayn."
"Oh cool."
"Ya know not that far from the reaction I was expecting that time."
"Dad, today is the day where I lost the only parent that actually cared about me, and the day I thought both of my parents died up until recently, which only made things worse. I'm sorry if I hate this day."
"Which is why I am here to give you good memories of your birthday. I know this day is hard, but please let me also try to make it up from last year."
"Last year you had a lot of things going on, the release of a website, ya know that political thing you do interviews with."
"That's still not an excuse."
"It's honestly fine, anyway what time is this supposed family party?"
"Starts at four."
"Okay so I have until four to cry, got it."
"Hey did you have the nightmare you get on this day?"
"Why?"
"Did you?"
"Yes."
He hugged me, at that point, I just didnt wanna talk about that stupid dream, still floating in my head. This time I was driving, and it was only my mom in the car. I miss her a lot. I honestly sometimes just want my mom back.
"Was it the same thing or did it change some part? Like it did when I came back to Boston?"
"It changed."
"How?"
"I dont wanna talk about it right now dad."
"You have to talk about it at some point."
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Adopted By The Wrong Number: Part 4: Chris Evans Fanfic
Fanfiction2021 and it's events that take place with Hope Miller-Evans and her dad Chris Evans. What happens for them and how they discover the truth.