To messed up

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"Ash I know your mad at me and you have the right to be but we really need to talk whenever you feel comfortable" I said

My feelings for Amber have completely changed first we were friends then best friends then friends with benefits then I was in love with her and know I'm back to being her friend im so confused

I just wanted to be left alone for a little while during that concert I stayed behind in the dressing room to have some alone time I didn't feel like being bothered with everyone screaming and having fun after a couple hours the crew came bursting through the door yelling and screaming and laughing like they did after every show I was gonna miss that so much usually I would be behind them hanging on austin but not this time it was way different

"here babe" austin said handing me a pizza it was my favorite combination and no one liked it but Rob and I it was Smothered in spinach sausage and pineapple

"Mhmm" Rob said eyeing the pizza he jumped in the seat next to me rubbing his hands together I got this weird feeling in my stomach when Rob flashed me his sexy smile when I have him one back something flashed in his eyes and I couldn't tell if it was about the food or me I looked around the room and austin was too into his conversation with Zach he was sitting on the couch with his arm wrapped around alex pulling him next to his side they were the best best friends ever

Later on in the night I was sitting in my hotel bed the clock read 2:45am and I couldn't sleep for anything I was so mad and upset ashely thinks I didn't notice her and robs lovey dovey moment today but I did I saw them flirting with each other I jumped out of bed running over to her room banging on the door the door flung open and I got pulled in Ashley was standing their in a black bra and her black lace thong she had a one of my shirts around her neck

"What is it austin"

"I love you Ashely and not just like a friend I really am in love with you ever since I was younger your the one I want" austin spoke my heart felt touched but I still slapped him across the face

"Ow what was that for" austin said rubbing his cheek

"Because you can't love me we can't date austin look what being friends with benefits did to our relationship imagine if we actually dated" I said trying not to cry

"I realize that but I can't just go abouts my day without loving you I would die if you weren't here" he said

"Austin IM leaving I have to go back home you need to do your career and I need to back off for a while" I said but it hurt like hell

"Tell me your in love with me o need to hear it" he said caressing my arms

"I am in love with you ever since I met you I thought of you as more I've pushed the feelings away every time they came I got through it by having sex with you austin were more than friends were friends who have sex" I said

"No ash you can't leave i won't allow it" austin demanded

"Austin your not my father you can't tell me what to do"

"I just did" austin said pausing in between his words before he pushed me on the bed

"Let's fuck hard" he said and a frisky smirk played apon my lips

We fell on the bed trying to catch our breath we looked at each other with lustful eyes

"Does that make you wanna stay" austin said

"A little bit" the door flung open to reveal Rob

"Dave said you were in-" he stopped when he saw us

"Uhm are you guys.." He waited for a response

"Having sex yes we are and your not gonna say a word to anyone got it Rob" austin said pulling his pants on

"Alright buddy I won't say nothing" Rob said putting his hands up

"You better not" austin said before leaving Rob came over to me

"Since when do you two do that" Rob asked sitting down

"We have for years" I admitted covering my face

"Let's go get a drink" Rob said I looked at him

"We're underage Rob"

"That's what fake IDS are for" he said handing me one

***

We pulled up to a random bar it was flooded with drunk people

"Let's go" Rob smiled jumping out of the car

Maybe it was a wrong move to come here with him but I'm gonna have some real fun when I caught up to rob some random drunk dude was trying to hit on me already Rob grabbed my hand pulling me next to his side

"IDS please" the bouncer said Rob handed him the IDS and he looked at us but Rob looked around the room so I followed his actions

"Go ahead" he said letting us go through the rope and handed us out fake IDS

"Shots" Rob asked me and I nodded

The club was crazy people dancing on tables and what not Rob had his arm snaked around my waist and I was drunkly leaning on him I pulled away from him

"Where you going" he slurred

"I i have to pee" I mumbled

"Let me come with you" Rob

"No it's fine" I said shushing him

The line wrapped around the whole building and it didn't help I really had to pee my phone began to ring and I looked at it but didn't really know what it said

"Where are you" the other voice said

"Who is this" I said amused

"Austin who else"

"OHH Idk im uh"

"Are you drunk"

"Nooo" I lied

"Where are you who are you with"

"None of your business" and I hung up

When I got out of the bathroom I tried to find my way back to Rob but someone grabbed me I screamed like a normal person

"Shhh"

"Austin how did you find me" I said

"I tracked you I didn't know if you were okay or not" Austin said looking me in the eyes "let's go"

"Wait" I said stopping

"What know" austin said pulling me

"Stop we need to get Rob"

"Rob robs here" he said looking at me puzzled

"Who do you think I came here with"

"That's why I came to get you cos I didn't know who sit here" he said putting me at the bar

I left ash at the bar telling her not to move I couldn't take her with me because I needs to find Rob I was searching through the crowd and looking at bars but I couldn't find him he wasn't in line at the bathroom just as I was about to go back for ashely I saw Rob with some kid hanging his arm around him while they were playing beer pong I ran over to him and grabbed him

"wtf man" Rob said then he realized it was me but was having trouble with my name

"Austin let's go" I said pulling him with me when I went to the bar to go grab ashely she was gone again

"Uhhh"

"What's the matter bro" Rob said I grabbed his hand taking him with me

I was pushing people around trying to get her when I noticed her near another bar I grabbed her hand too and we walked out of the club i put Rob and Ashley in the car

"Alex get robs car" I said searching robs pockets for his keys

When we got back to the hotel I grabbed Ashely and told alex to get Rob I thanked alex and went to my hotel room and I put ashely and Rob on the bed and looked at them

Oh their lucky I have a fake ID

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