Mahone's just a friend

Teenagers Are to complicated

"Have a good night Becky" Austin yelled from down the hallway his voice got closer and closer as soon as he got in the dressing room he ripped his mic off and grabbed his leather jacket before slamming the door and leaving

"Should I go after him or?" I asked

"No this time I'll get him" dave said

I left as soon as I got off stage I grabbed my jacket and headed for the door I wanted nothing but to go somewhere and be alone tonight would be a great night to use my fake I.D I am just so angry at everyone especially Ashely I told her I was in love with Her and she didn't even say she was in love with me back she is in love with me I know it Im forced to put on a fake smile towards everyone who talks to me I miss my friends I miss Miami I miss Ashely

"Austin austin" I heard someone yell

"What" I snapped

"I wanna talk to you" dave said

"I'm good" I said Unlocking my car door before I could do so dave grabbed me slamming me against my car

"Your gonna listen to me whether you want to or not and your gonna listen good" dave said he had his body pressed against me so I couldn't move I had no other choice to listen

"Good I don't know what's going on with you but it needs to stop no one likes how your acting I realize your a teenager and going through teenage drama but you need to keep it to yourself tell me what the hell is going on that's so bad you have to channel it to everyone else" dave said renaming calm until the last part where he raised his voice so I knew that's what he really wanted me to hear

"I'm in love with Ashley" I said

"Oh oh god" Dave said rolling his eyes and moving his head to the side

"Your too young to be in love you don't even know what love is" Dave said

"You don't know what I know dave" I scoffed

"Your 17 you have no clue what love is you like Ashley that's what it's called you only like her because she's been your best friend since you were 12 and you don't know otherwise you haven't got to know a girl like you've got to know Ashley she has been their every day of your life since you met her she's been your first everything you have never met a girl your that compatible with no one you feel you can trust like her your always moving you can't sit down and have a real relationship or get to know anyone unless they live your life or go on tour with you of course your in love with Ashley you love her because your 17 and your hormones are going crazy and your got to much testosterone running through your head your a boy a teenage one doesn't make it any better" Dave kept going on driving me into the ground with every word he spoke

"You don't know that she has been their for everything yes but so has alex and I'm not in love with him" I argued

"Austin your not gay of course you don't love alex you love him in the same ways you love Ashley you love having sex with her that's what kind of love you have for her"

"You know what I love her and I love having sex with her that's none of your business though that's my sex life and you stay out of that that's my personal life" I yelled

"If you want to be treated like and adult act like one" Dave said walking away

He made me even more mad I got in my car slamming the door driving off to the place I would always go to cool off the park I sat down on one of the swings letting daves words sink in I loved dave he met well he was only doing it for my benefit but he was wrong about one thing I was in love with Ashley no question I may only be 17 but I know for a fact Ashley I like like as a "kid" would say