Mahone's just a friend

Movie night

Four burgers and fries later we headed back to the house as soon as I got their I got a bromance hug my alex and Zach

"Yo" I laughed " chill" I said pushing them off

"So how many nuts were in that place" Zach said

"Zach" Rob hissed

"You'd be surprised their was this one kid who would just freak out for some beer which was pretty funny" I said

"They banded basketball no technology"

"No technology no girls no sex" I heard a familiar voice come around the Corner Colton

"What are you doing here" i hissed

"We kinda said he could stay"

"Oh" was all I could say

I left then at the bottom of the stairs discussing how shitty my life has been finally getting to my room everything seemed the same posters still up my same red confuter laid across my bed nothing had seemed to change but a lot has changed

I started unpacking my suitcase putting the rest of my clothes away when I opened the wrong draw making memories flood back to my mind Ashley's clothes I remember that night the day we came back from Vegas all her clothes Untouched I gripped her Underwear between my fingers looking at them remembering her in them I grabbed a trash bag throwing them my boxers she loved sweats and 3 sweatshirts in their no way I wanted to have this well I did but I couldn't every time I would wear it I would think of her and I can't start that again

I tossed everything and eventually to the bottom of the stairs I saw a picture sitting on our round glass table I was debating it was me and he Jn Vegas she looked so hot her hair waving around in her bikini their I stood drooling over someone who dosent even matter to me anymore I gripped it in my hands before I threw it in the bag

"Bro really" Rob said looking at me

"Uh yea just give it to your friend their Mia or Dylan" I said before heading back upstairs

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You couldn't explain how tired I was the alarm has been going off for a straight 20 minute I just don't have the energy to get up and shut it off

Dylan came around the corner with her housecoat on and wet nails she was painting her nails at this time

"Ash can you get up please you can't miss he first day"

"Yes I can" I said it coming out muffled because my fave was in my pillow she came over slamming the alarm

"No sweetheart know get up" she yelled

She flicked the lights on earning a death glare my hair was a complete mess and make up smudged on my face
I finally got up pulling on some jean high heeled boots and a grey sweatshirt it amazed me how fast I was able to get ready I already had the toothbrush in my mouth

"Hey did you know uh Austins back?"

"Oh uh so soon really" I said

"Yea he gave me stuff to give you its In that black trash bag best your bed I tore away from the mirror looking at it dying to open it she stared at me

"Oh cool maybe later though because we gotta get to class woohoo first day of college" I yelled wrapping my arm around hers slinging my red backpack over my shoulder before we headed for a 4 block walk

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Do you no nothing worse then not being able to find your class me and Dylan separated blocks ago because our classes our on totally different sides of the school I ran for miles Until j came across a couple of girls

"Ok building A-214 anyone" I said out of breath they pointed to a building across the street

"thanks" I said bolting towards it slow long my pace down As I wrapped my hand around he door handle running down the hallway to my class I went to open the door but it was locked the professor opened it

"Name please"

"Ashley Dorsey"

"Yes Mrs.Dorsey please take a seat"

I scanned the room walking to the back of the class about to sit down when is spotted the same boy I was in love with months ago I didn't think he was still gonna take this class it was a class wee were going to do together he could have dropped it he looked great his hair was a bit longer but it was all pushed back into a SnapBack his eyes though we're this shade of blue and green that I've never seen before they were so bright he looked very happy his pencil running over his bottom lip making me clear my throat it drove me crazy I was about to step out

"Mrs.Dorsey your seat" he said pointing to one next to him and I sat down dropping everything to the floor with a thud letting a breath out as he went back to his lesson

Ashley looked beautiful her hair was much longer and she was wearing those same tight ass jeans turning me on slightly I knew she was in this class I stole the attendance sheet and saw her name on it we both signed up for this class so I knew it was gonna happen but I didn't mind seeing her in class

She knew I was looking at her she would turn around sometimes just to see me staring at her of course I was staring I was driving her mad she made me happy in a way but I knew I couldn't get attached not again it wasn't worth it I was so happy right know and plus I didn't want a relationship I just wanted to be on my own for right know

When the bell rang I left ash was hung back collecting her things trust me I wanted to help her in the heart but my mind came back to those many counseling seasons telling me not to fall for it and that's exactly what j was doing so i bolted my way out of the doors to my last class in the F building

I ripped the door open to the little place and thankfully Dylan has two more classes before she headed over tonight to get ready for poker night with the guys I ran over grabbing the trash bag and my heart had to shatter when I saw what was inside

Pictures of us together even when we were little his clothes my clothes underwear nail polish perfumes anything that ever had any trace of me was in this bag right her I pulled out his sweatshirts and held it up to my chest hugging it imagining I was getting s hug from austin something I was dying for i pulled back letting tears spill into them

"God I miss you so Much" I cried

I haven't talked to him since he went to the hospital I knew he was mad at me for not coming To see him but I did I tried they never let me so I eventually stopped going I wanted to see him I loved him he acted as if he didn't care about our many many years together did he forget about what we were I was his first everything he just can't forget that at all not possible

"Everything ok ash" Dylan said closing the door behind be R

"Yea this just caught me off guard" I said pushing the bag away

"Oh ok"

"He was their dyl he's in that class I thought he would drop it the one we signed up for together he didn't he's in it he kept looking at me doing small things driving me crazy he was teasing me seeing how much he could annoy me he looked so happy while doing it like it was some revenge"

"Ashley I highly DOBUT that" she said sitting on my bed "im sure you guys will be friends soon enough"

"I don't wanna be just friends Dylan I want him I want to go back to the way we were"

"That's not possible at the moment he's still recovering he needs time to himself he needs to figure out what he wants and maybe right know he dosent want a relationship maybe he doesn't want to be around you because you bring back to many memories he loves you ashley I know he does"

"Where are you going" I said taking in the information as I saw her touch her make up

"Where you think it's Monday"

"Movie night" she was going to their house

"Yes" I grabbed my bag

"are you coming"

"Yep I'm coming"