Mahone's just a friend

they always thought the worse

Today was the last day we would walk to school without austin he was going to be back home tonight when I came home from school I was definitely not prepared for him to come back I have no idea how our feelings have changed how our sex life has changed I don't even know what to expect I haven't seen austin in 2 months no one has been talking about austin because they all know I'm on edge about it

"What time is austin getting in" tyler said and everyone slapped him

"It's alright guys what time is he anyway" I said

"7 tonight I think" Zach said

For once today In school I didn't want it to end every class went by faster then usual the last class I tried to drag on best as I could I was asking questions and talking for the teacher about things after it was finally over I was staying after to pretend I needed help on something

"Amber come on stop stalling" Zach said pulling me out of the class

The walk home was very long until Zach threatened to tickle me to make me walk faster he ended up chasing me the last block

"sorry were LIEK and hour late" Zach said to everyone sitting around everyone was over hanging out their were people int he kitchen which was just to the left and the living room was right next to that and the dining room right next to the porch their were a bunch of people here because we were having a "welcome home party" slash "congratulations on your first tour" party believe me those banners are hard to find Zach went to the left to our secret basement while I went up our long staircase that got tired at times to change

When I for downstairs we had the big cakes out and some gifts around te table we were waiting on the conformation text from Michele so we could turn all the lights off I had butterflies going in my stomach my nerves were so high right know

We heard car doors slam and the handle being jiggled dave flicked the lights on and we all jumped up screaming "surprise" their faces were priceless and everyone gathered around austin congratulating him I snuck outside to get some air when the door opened I almost had a HEARTATTSCK until I realized it was just Rob

"What's the matter" he said sitting on one of the lawn chairs looking at the pool in front of us

"Nothing" I couldn't lie to Rob

"Don't lie to me I hate that" he said looking at me

"I'm sorry Rob it's just austin I can't I don't know what to really do or expect" I said trying to get my words out

"i know its going to be hard to face austin again after all these months but its going to have to be done at some point" rob explanied yea i knew he was right i was going to have to face austin sooner or later but i chose later and the world didnt exactly agree with my decision

"i cant rob its just way to hard what am i even supposed to talk about things cant go back to the way they were before i left before i left things were crazy as is" i said

"ash your gonna hvae to talk to him you just cant ignore him" rob said he had a point but i wasnt gonna agree with him

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rob got me to go inside i was not planning on talking to austin first if he was going to talk to me them he had to talk to me himself he was talking to all his friends catching up with the people he hasnt seen in the past few months i tried to hide off and avoid him when possible i even thought about going into my room until the night was over but rob nore zach or even my dad would allow that especially my dad bec ause when we had guest over he had a strict rule over not being with the guests he thought it was disrespectful i finally got an excuse to leave i had to pee so i snuck towards the hallway and went to close the door but someone was pushing on it so i couldnt they came inside and closed the door and locked it behind them the lughts were off so i couldnt see who it was just yet so i flicked the lights on to be super close to austins lips that ive missed so much all he did was look at me befor ehe attached his lips to mine he pulled his shirt over his head breaking the kiss for a minute he backed into the game room fumbling with the door behind his back he broke the kiss again for a second looking around makin sure no one was watching before we fell in the door with me on top of him but he had to fix that he litteraly pushed me on the couch and pulled my shirt over my head still no words down came my pants and his were next i was excited

"i need a condom" he huskly whispered in my ear but i didnt say anything i just pointed to the bathroom zach always kept some in every bathroom my dad somehow never noticed

he came back dropping his pants down to the floor pulling his boxers down and went for my underwear he stuck the package between his teeth and slowly pulled down my tye-dye thong with both hands

"put it on" he said breathless but i had a better idea i sat up and took his length into my hand and started pumping it up and down he watched me intensly while i slowly stuck him in my mouth he grabbed the back of my head oulling at my hair shoving him more into my mouth he pulled away

"full experiance tonight" he said with a smirk when he pushed me down slowly i knew he was going to the gold he ran his lips all the way down to my vag placing small kissies on the clit before he stuck one finger two finger in me i bite my lip so i wouldnt yell causing attention he licked all around causing my eyes to roll into my head he was giving me such and orgasum right know and i couldnt show it wihtout warning he stuck his erection right into me hard after months i finally got to feel his sweat body on me just me and him in a room feeling closer to eachtoher than anyone else has ever i dont care how famous austin may get i dont care how many girls he dates camilia becky who ever else it dosent matter because i will still be his first girlfriend kiss date love im the only one who has something he will ever get back and no girl will ever get his virginity when we both hit our highs austin pulled out laying next to me

"ive missed it to much" austin admitted

"your telling me" i said

we got up pulling out clothes on fast trying to fix oursleves up austin was lucky all he had to do was pout his hat on and no one would suspect a thing he always has that thing on and lucky for him he came with one on tonight shocker when we pulled everything on and looked decent we pulled the door open and i basically fell on him not thinking he was gonna do that but i regained my balance everyone was looking at us

oh they always thought the worse