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"Just do it feel me cum inside you I wanna touch you feel all around you" he whisperd

His hands were all over me kissing up and down my neck tugging at my clothes just eager to pull them off he hovered over me while I was in a sitting position his lips rested on mine as he spoke

"I wanna make you feel good" the word good made me so turned on the way he said it i knew what he met I needed to feel him it's been too long

"Let me inside"

I jumped up and looked over at the clock 3:45 am I was in my bed Rob was asleep to my left he has his arm snaked loosly around my waist and he slept on his side with his lips parted while a slide snore escaped his mouth his shirtless body laid under the half covering covers it was so dark In my room nothing but the red. Flashing clock why was I dreaming about having sex with austin it Hasent been that long only 2 months heck ive never gone 2 days

I lied back down having no choice with ribs arm around me and tried to go back to sleep but just couldn't for some reasons I couldn't find myself falling back to sleep I was so tired it was crazy but I couldn't sleep I think the dream scared me in some way austin was still living here and he would've until he gets back on the road in late October it's only February😪

I lefts robs body and walked Down to the kitchen for something to drink on my way back with a water bottle Austins door was slightly open their be lied on his bed asleep like and Angel i decided to walk in closing the door behind Me his room was just as dark as mine the only light going off was his thousands of Twitter mentions I did miss austin and the dream felt like he was leaving me I felt like we weren't the same anymore

I walked over to his bed and sat down on it slowly trying not to wake him up the moonlight is shining through the window onto his face showing off some of his beautiful face I pulled the covers back lying down in the bed next to him and started running my hands through his hair

"What are you doing" I heard someone whisper I pulled my hand back

"Night austin" I said getting up but he grabbed my wrist pulling me into his warm shirtless chest squeezing me tight

"Tell me" he said smoothly he always knew when something was bothering me

"I miss you austin I miss this" i admitted he brushed the hair out of my face

"I've been waiting for you to say that you know" he said

"I miss this" he said pushing this lower half towards mine turning me on a little I ran my hand down his chest to his pants and gave it a slight rub he let out a soft moan closing his eyes i leaned over giving him kisses all over his face he rolled me over so he was on top kissing me roughly ripping my underwear off from under his long shirt without any warning he stuck himself right inside me I was in such a state of efoura it felt so good to have him inside me it wasn't until it was too late I realized we did something wrong

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The morning after I woke up me and austin were separated on different sides of the bed I remembers the event previous night before by all the clothes scattered on the floor Austin's door was slightly open and I prayed no one walked by seeing this nightmare I sat up quick pulling my underwear on and the long white t over my body slowly I opened the door a little more so I could get to my room closing the door

"Where did you go last night" I heard

I turned around with my back to the door breathing a little uneven Rob was sitting on my bed on his computer with his beats on

"What what do you mean" I said laughing a little

"Relax it was just a question" he said getting up going into my bathroom he came out with some pants on

"I'm gonna take a shower" he said holding my shoulders "your so tense" he said laughing before walking out

I let out a berth running into the bathroom to take a shower letting the warm water wash away the event from last night it was a mistake I was feeling vulnerable because of Tyler and I don't know I just did it I was nervous we didn't use protection I really should be on the pill

When I for out I put on some ripped jeans and a loose maroon shirt curling my hair slightly and applying light make up and i threw on some sandals
After I was done with that I walked down the stairs austin was sitting on the counter clunching the piece of metal in his hands i quietly walked by him grabbing the Orange juice pouring it into a tall glass to quench my thirst drinking it I looked up at austin but he was to intently staring at his screen I was dying to know what He was doing I needed to talk to him about last night I stood in between his legs and pushed his phone down and he faced me

"Need something" he said looking at me

"Yes I need to talk to you about soemthing important" I said

"Okay" he said looking at me not saying anything

"Not here come on" I said grabbing his hand I pulled him In the game room closing the door a little bit

"Austin look out little sex charade is gonna get us in trouble I think last night has to be the last time we do that because your getting more famous everyday we can't risk getting pregnant" i said truthfully

"If you ever did I would provide for you and that baby"

"How austin most of your money is put in the bank and your not even allowed to touch it" I said his mom didn't want to let him half all that money because she thought It would make him bratty and spoiled

"I'll get the money it's my money"

"Your mother hates what we're doing to start with never mind you having a kid"

"She's understanding" he said

"She wouldn't go for that austin no one would forget your career" I said

"What do you mean my carrers over" he said slamming his hand against the wall next to me he took me by surprise

"ANSEER me" he yelled

"Your not gonna be able to go on tour leave whenever you want come home late go to parties you would have to provide be here for the baby" I said

He pulled back running his hands through his hair

"Are you"

"I don't know austin all I know is last night was a mistake and we shouldn't have done it last night it was late we weren't thinking on what we were doing"

"You should be on birth control" he yelled his words were so harsh

"You should learn how to put a condom on" I spat back

"I shouldn't have to you should be taking the pill" he said sticking to his statement

"That dosent make it 100% preventable" I said

"It would sure be a lot better than taking a chance I have a career to fill I can't lug around a kid my popularity rate would fly down the scale I would be all over the news" he yelled

"Oh like you wouldn't love it Mr.Popstar" I yelled back know we were full on fighting

"No I wouldn't" he growled

"LYER you seek the attention"

"Bullshit"

"Fuck off austin"

"How hard" he smirked

"Shut up"

"Suck it"

"No thanks" I said making a disgusting face

"Like you haven't before" he smirked

"No more im good"

"Oh really" he said with amusement in his voice

"Have Becky suck it"

"Jealous much"

"Eek not of her" I said holding my hand up

He let out a cold laugh

"How could you resist this" he said motioning up and down his flawless body

"Bite me" I said walking out of the room

"Sure thing sweetie" he yelled back