Chapter 15

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When I got home I was in so much mental and emotional pain and when I tried to take a nap at home I was having so many flashbacks I couldn't rest at all

I was unable to eat

I was unable to get sleep at night

I was always struggling with my flashbacks from all of the abuse I was going through

It was so hard and painful

I had stopped talking about American girl and my favorite Disney princess because I didn't want to have any flashbacks

I had changed up my style cause I no longer wanted to have the same look no more

It was so painful for me to look at my clothes I was wearing at the camp because every time I looked at everything I was having flashbacks

I was terrified to have the same look

I was struggling so much to reach out to someone where I was able to talk about everything that I went through at the camp with the camp counselor

I was suffering silently everyday cause I didn't know what to do at all

I was always in tears and I was feeling overwhelmed

It was just so hard constantly

I ended up carrying all the pain inside of me

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