While my friends was eating there food they asked me how come I wasn't eating my food I told them that I wasn't feeling well and that I was feeling sick
I was very scared to tell them the real reason why I wasn't eating my food
After my friends was done we went outside again to do our favorite outdoor games and go to the playground structure
I was not able to focus on the outdoor games at all because my anxiety was at all time high and I was having flashbacks of all of the things that I was going through
I ended up just playing with my friends for a little while with the games when my friends saw how distressed I was they started to comfort me and they gave me a hug and we went to the playground structure
My friends and I was having conversations about American Girl and Disney and Disney Princess and Barbie
We was talking about all of those for a while and when I was talking about my favorite American girl doll and my favorite Disney princess
The Camp Counselor decided to come over to the playground he was literally stalking me everywhere I went he was right there
I was freaking out when I saw him I was so scared and anxious I thought I was going to literally pass out
My friends was concerned about me
The camp counselor got on the playground and he came up to me
I had told my friends to leave because I didn't want them too get hurt I wanted them to go somewhere safe
They had left to go for water break
It was me and the camp counselor he was emotionally abusing me so badly and he was talking about my genetic disease and my scoliosis and my ADHD so badly
He said he could not stand looking at a sick disabled dog like me
He said that I was worthless and that I was too handicapped to be attending the camp
I was on my way to escape him because I was going to use the slide to get off the playground
It ended up becoming a giant nightmare he pushed me off the whole playground and What saved me was the thick memory foam mats if those mats weren't there I would have ended up either dead or paralyzed from serious injury from the impact
I landed on my back
I was very sore after what happened
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The Blue And Gold Warrior Who Became Stronger And Resilient
General FictionHello everyone my name is saida mahoney I am from California in this book I will be talking about all of the things I have went through and I will be also talking about my healing journey and all of the things I have went through to get to where I a...
