The Blue And Gold Warrior Who Became Stronger And Resilient

Chapter 53

I am a Survivor Of Sexual Assaults it was the most scariest and painful moments for me I felt so violated in my own body I was feeling so terrible and emotional

I was having moments where I would get overwhelmed looking at my own body I suffered silently for many years I got to the breaking point where I couldn't handle being a silent sufferer no more

I called my doctor office and I had got a appointment scheduled to see her

2 weeks later I went to my appointment and I opened up to her about everything that I went through from the abuse I went through when I was 9 years old with the camp counselor and the moment where I was molested two times by the camp counselor

I opened up to my doctor how I was raped at 12 years old

I opened up to my doctor how I dealt with domestic violence and all of my sexual assaults

I told her that I needed help I told her that I didn't want to be a silent sufferer I told her that I couldn't take it no more

I told her that I couldn't handle the pain no more from being a silent sufferer

I was so much emotional pain and traumatic pain

My doctor went to talk to the social worker and when my doctor came back I learned about the wonderful resources that was available to help me get better and get everything out

I was then connected with the RAINN organization and the minute I reached out to the RAINN organization the rest became history

The RAINN organization helped me get connected to wonderful advocates and social workers

I ended up getting connected to a wonderful therapist

The RAINN organization has helped me be able to fully use my voice and raise to the highest level and that day I was no longer a silent sufferer and it felt so damn good to be free from all the pain and weight I was going through and suffering from being a silent sufferer for many many years.