Chapter 23

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When I was ages 14 years old and 15 years old I continued to self harm and I ended up feeling much more worst than what I was feeling

I had tried to reach out to a few crisis hotlines for support and help every time the person asked me why I was self harming so much and was feeling suicidal and depressed I couldn't express everything because I ended up struggling and I was afraid to tell the advocates about my abuse cause I was in so much emotional pain and I felt if I would have told the advocate I would have definitely tried to kill myself in a quick instant cause I was not ready to handle the pain

I was feeling extremely emotional I was having lots of flashbacks and I was having panic attacks too

it was so much going on for me and I was struggling to deal with everything

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