I was feeling depressed after everything that happened I started to self harm myself because I was in so much emotional pain and discomfort I would self harm because I wanted to feel completely numb I did not want to feel any painI didn't care what area I cut myself in I was just so depressed and overwhelmed about everything I went through and from all the abuse I was going through and have dealt with
It was so hard going through everything
I was dealing with more flashbacks and I was constantly having suicidal thoughts and I had moments where I was literally doing Suicide attempts
I had days and moments where I wanted to die
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The Blue And Gold Warrior Who Became Stronger And Resilient
Fiction généraleHello everyone my name is saida mahoney I am from California in this book I will be talking about all of the things I have went through and I will be also talking about my healing journey and all of the things I have went through to get to where I a...