Stone Heart { Daniel Ricciardo x reader }

Chapter 14 part 1 [ MATURE CONTENT +18 ]

You couldn't sleep, turning in your bed, definitely frustrated, knowing that the man you wanted was on the opposite side of the house and not with you right now.

You didn't talk much after his family leave, you wanted to talk to him, to show him you were making the final step toward him, but in the last second you backed out of it, not because you were having second thoughts, but because Daniel was suddenly tired. The excitement from the day must have gone down like a souffle, yet he was yawning his way toward you, to kiss your forehead and say " good night ".

He sure was dead asleep right now and you were feeling so damn warm in your bed yet it was cold all around you. He couldn't get out of your head, you knew he was so close and you were trying your best to resist the urge to jump out of bed and go into his room. What was stopping you honestly ? You had shown signs tonight, all day you have been turning around each other like loveird, the temperature getting extremely high when you were close to him. He had felt it too, he had resisted it too even if it was harder for him at the time. Now it was you that had a hard time resisting. Thinking about how you were back in 2014 was helping too.

" His naked body on you, caressing every part of your body like it was the most precious diamond to cherish and protect, he was making sure to take care of you like you were fragile and all you wanted was for him to tear you apart. You were the victims of his desire but victims of your own desire as well.

The stars were reflecting on his skin, the windows were open and everyone awake would surely hear the two of you in this act of pure desire. The teenages years of crushing over each other, the hatred turning into sexual pulsion had you two in a bed as a result.

It was for you both a confirmation that you weren't that blind younger, there was something inexplicable between you two and now you were adult enough to try to figure it out together.

The attraction, the taste and the scent .... All your senses were awaked one by one by him, turning ultra developed by his presence. You felt like a true woman, a woman's desire and that could turn around more than one man's head. You felt powerful!

So that's what it is to have sex ? You were glad it was your first time, you didn't expect anyone to be better than him. Someone you used to trust, someone that turns you crazy and makes you feel and travel every goddamn feeling. Anger, sadness, thirst, lust, desire, friendship, affection, disgust sometimes even, joy and even love. "

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All these memories rushing back to you, relieving all the feelings again, what he made you felt. It was torture to know him in the others room. He was so close to you, so accessible and you were ready ... So what were you waiting for ? Him making another move when you promise yourself that he didn't need to ? He had proved enough for you and he was leaving all the cards in your hands no matter how much he was frustrating him. He was trusting you so much, giving himself to you and letting you control everything from now on.

Right now you didn't want to control anything, you only wanted him and what you were desiring the most was him. To actually lose control once more around him. That fuck it moment that seems to take age to comes, it needed a push, it needed you to unplug your brain for a bit and travel the whole corridor to came to his room.

And there you were unplugging everything in your brain, stepping out of your bed, you barefeet finding the cold surface of the wooden floor. You were on autopilot, your subconscious finding its way in the dark around the house. There were no sounds,except from the wild life outside that you could hear as a background sound. Your hands touch every bit of call as you walk through. You took the stairs, one by one, your steps were heavy and slow but determined.