[ michael's pov ]
'woah' i gasp when we enter in the room.
the place consists in a large balcony with a white coach in one side. but what is so special about it is the view.
a wide field of green grass takes up the horizon going from where we are until the city of london which stands out in the distance while the sun covers everything with many different tones of orange. it's just beautiful.
'it's amazing'
'yeah' i hear sam saying behind me.
we stay like this what it feels like hours, just looking at the distance in silence.
'why did you show me this place, me, out of everyone else?' i suddenly ask, breaking the silence.
'i don't know...' she shakes her head with a small smile on her lips.
we stay in silence a few more minutes, and when i look at her again, a silent tear is streaming down her face.
'what's wrong?' i ask worried moving towards her to put a hand on her shoulder.
'what are you doing?' she says jumping away from me.
she has the same look on her eyes as the first time i saw her, when she was on the library with the scissors on her hands. she's scaring me.
'i just-' i can't speak. i'm so scared of saying something that could agitate her more.
'you shouldn't have- you just fucked up everything- y-you need to go' she cries while her chest goes up and down really fast.
'sam... i'm sorry i-' i try to apologize but she shakes her head and pushes me out of the room.
'sam please' i want her to stop acting like this, i need to know what happened, why is she doing this.
'go away' she says closing the door in my face.
i sigh resting my head against the closed door. i can hear her crying, and it's killing me.
'i'm sorry' i say a few minutes later.
she stops crying when i talk.
'go away charlie'
her voice sounds tired, but i know i have to go, i don't want to upset her more.
'goodnight sam'
she doesn't answer, so i start to walk down to my room again.
i feel awful, why do i always have to ruin everything?
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yeeesss i know i haven't updated in months and i'm really sorry. i've been going through some stuff but i want to write again so i'm going to continue this story and i promise i'll update more from now ^.^
