Alone ~ DC Soulmate Book (On Going)

Chapter 3 Glitch

Note. Please read; important.
So when I post gifs of most of the characters in this dc book it will be in animation form, that's what i'm using for my book except for Arthur aka Aquaman. I will be using the live action Aquaman then the animation ones. Sorry.

Chapter 3 Glitch

Freya POV.

I watch Aqualad and wait for his response on what I could be needed for, I need to know what I would be needed for this so-called recon mission. If I'm needed I'll go and help them out and if I’m not I’ll go and get my mission done. If I do end up going with them I'll of course help, but after the recon mission I'll go and do my own mission. If I still can.

Gosh I hope I still can.

I really hope I don't need to go with them and if it is so, I hope it's not long. I seriously need to get my mission done. Plus I don't want to watch Dick and Zatanna flirt with each other even more than I have too.

I know for a fact that she isn't even into him, she likes… Batman… one of my… other soulmates… fuck.

Zatanna is just playing with Dick’s feelings; using him when she needs to and then leaving him like before. If she wants ‘fun’ she’ll go to him, if she needs some money, she’ll ask him and he will give it to her because he's a kind friend/boyfriend. I'm pretty sure he knows what she’s doing, it seems like he doesn't care.

Why does my long life span have to fucking suck. Why could I just be able to be myself for once in my life? I sound so annoying!

But it's true, I was never allowed to be myself on Nexusis and I'm especially not getting any of it here. I can't be myself anywhere. No one was allowed to see me in my blue natural beautiful skin and that's hard….

What is harder is when the finding/connection is dreaming about them. My soulmates and I dream about each other, though the dreams show my true form, not my current form.

I have dreamt about my soulmates. I was able to see who they were with the masks on and off, but for them… they dream about me… in my ‘alien’ form not this form. Not my human form. This sucks.

Aqualad shakes his head, no. "No. It's just a recon mission with Dick, Zatanna, Wally, Conner and I. You are free today, so no training" he said with his natural soft gentle tone and smile.

Gosh that smile.

I could feel my cheeks heat up fast, but I quickly shook my head and then quickly nod my head at him, “OK”

Dick and Zatanna got up from the table they sat prior ago to go and ready for the recon mission “Suit up”

I look around the room not knowing what to really do at this moment, as I look around the room my eye’s land onto Dick who was looking at me… I think. I mean it has to because no one else is behind me or beside me…

To be honest he has been doing that recently, a lot. Staring at me or staring my way at least. I've been catching him staring at me, I think, when he doesn't need to be looking at me at all, it's not like I’m talking or being the subject of a topic, he would just be staring at me at random moments.

I would catch him when I'm just sitting on the couch reading something, I'll look up to find him across the room staring at me. Like right now, even though he has his sunglasses covering his eyes I could tell he was looking at me. Gosh I would love to see his eyes again. He gave me a soft big smile that melted my heart fast.

I look away from him quickly to Aqualad, I lean on my left leg more and point behind me to the hallway that leads down to another hallway that leads to my room; that I use when I'm sleeping here or too weak to get home. "Well... I'm going to go then" I said out of tone.